sydni

Being without the one you love is sad.

I'm doing my best to stay busy....but I'm also slowly exhausting myself. My iPhone is freaking amazing. I'm so amused.

In lieu of having my beautiful boyfriend by my side, I've been experiencing expensive days of retail therapy.

Since he's left ive bought:

1. iPod shuffle
2. iPhone
3. pair of jeans
4. Two pairs of shoes
5. five pairs of underwear

Someone stop me. I love shopping, and everything I've bought I used or worn....but this ache I'm feeling in my heart is totally not being helped. Fuck.

Since I've not been able to suck it up completely, I'm working on manning up day by day. I haven't been able to maintain for longer yet. Maybe it gets easier. I have 6 weeks to figure that out.

But, I am loved, I love, I have wonderful friends and family. Really life is good.

xo