sydni

a great weekend. I feel a lot better.

road trips alone to meet new people are awesome.

and I love peewee's playhouse.

...

I suppose I bore you.

what on earth do you want from me?

I'm terrified.
I have decisions to make.
I don't know where to find the strength.
I'm awfully lost.

Woah....had a really great weekend. Until right before I had to leave. That's always how it is, isn't it? Going back to work and responsibility is always a bummer.

But I got to yell at the sun, take a shower with Venice, dance in the ocean, hang out in an empty under-construction house, walk through secret gardens and generally hang out with no clothes...
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WANK AND SKANK

I'M COVERED IN GLITTER
MY ASS IS FAMOUS!

I ROCK AT KITTINESS

AND I WON'T BE AROUND TILL MONDAY!

FUCK YEAH!!!!

*yes, a little drunk*

best. journal. evar!!!

I deserve it.
I know it's there for me.
I want it.
there's nothing bad about wanting.
I'd use it well....
I wouldn't abuse my power
I would even spoil the loved
go on, give it to me.
Provide it for me.
it won't hinder anyone else from getting it.

Venice and I wanna do something tonight. We need suggestions.

oh, and next Thursday, come to the Fenix underground for burlesque...I'll be a kitty. ie: dressed in almost nothing.

I also bought awesome boots and underwear.

uh....ok. Seriously, we need something to do. Suggest away, bitches!

Bettina is coming tonight to stay with me for the weekend
and tomorrow so is Venice.

Long weekend ahead.
I feel like the absent minded professor.

Just 8 more hours of work tommorrow.
and going to watch burlesque tonight.....

SG's in da house!!!

I feel like spit up jello.
and I really really really want to go shopping.

I just drooled on myself.
no wonder you all want to do me.

I was having a good day until then.
Fucking cops. When they tell you that you can get it all waived by going to a magistrate, why even give the ticket?

fucking bitches.

I'm so bummed. I need more money. I feel awful not being able to help out more in my relationship with my love. I keep hoping for a break, but none has...
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