syd67's SuicideGirls Blog

I need to go back to sleep.

Wake me up next week.

userlame:

(gobble gobble sh)

Nov 27, 2003

This weekend, I will completely disassemble myself only to reconstruct myself again.

fallen1carus:

i see... and how exactly do you plan to do this?

Nov 23, 2003

I have to work until 3:30 AM and come back in at 8:00 AM. Figure driving time, shower, and food in there. Where do I get any sleep? Why do I put up with this shit? Oh yeah, the money. But is seems that's not really worth it anymore. At least I get an extra day off next week. It's only 9:00 PM and I'm...
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gaze through
the cloudy gloss
covering my sight
rusted jackhammer
bluntly piercing
the canals
of my hearing
the demons
and coughing
that choke me
from breathing
hollow it up
like medicine head
lay me down heavy
as if I were dead

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phedre:

Hehehe...I figured you meant something like that. But I would totally live in my car, lol. Being that creppy would be fun. Plus, my car is totally comfy to sleep in

Nov 19, 2003

phedre:

Yep, sleepin' in the Cavalier is where it's at

Nov 19, 2003

it's so damn windy out today. lost a freakin' dollar at the tollbooth. it was the lady's fault though...bitch. oh well. thought I was gonna have Fri. off from work, but they guilted me into coming in. I need another vacation. right now, I just wanna play my guitar and get some sleep.

jet black hair
tangled stare
blood inside
silent stare
naked heart
red light night
tangled heart
midnight hair
poor mans bride
moonlight fight
renegade
crystal heart

-tm-

nic:

No, more like home-made Scotch broth. It's all I've been eating for the past 2 days.

Oh and sweat. Predominantly sweat.

Nov 10, 2003

nic:

Kind of, I'm feeling a little under the weather and my boy's been completely bunged up the last 2 days so I've probably got his lurgees.
The broth is more due to temperature and economics. It's really cold here at the moment and a huge vat of broth makes for really cheap comfort food you can eat all day. Makes you fart like a cow though.

Nov 11, 2003

I'm just getting over being sick. also thought I had cancer this past week. big f-ing scare!! turned out to be a benign cyst which required lancing. so I was on antibiotics and vicodin all weekend. couldn't drink or nothin'. oh well, at least I'm not gonna die.

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monica:

oh yeash i'm all bette now. i just couldn't sleep without it and thats the most hooked on anything i've ever done.

i got nutin to hide baby

Nov 9, 2003

stormy:

i know how to party. for sure dude. haha.

Nov 10, 2003

I'm sick as hell today. I only get a cold about once or twice a year, but now I have the flu. Hopefully I can kick it by the weekend. I'd hate to be sick when there's fun to be had.