syd67

"Kiss
Your fear
Your red button
Falls from my mouth

Slip
Your dress
Over your head
It's been so long

Move
On top
Because that way
You touch her too

Turn
Your head
Come back again
To here knows when"

-mbv

Just venting about work again today, but this place makes me miserable. I need to stick around till the end of next summer at least. I have vacation time I'll need to use by then. Vacation time I won't be alotted by a new job-when I want it anyway.

Also, I'm going through some serious writer's block. I used to write some pretty decent lyrics....
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"If I had a dime for every cigarette your mother smoked, I'd be dead."

worn complacent
overripe and ag-ed
drag you with me
though I hate you still
shake and fuss
and curse these four walls
they are not mine, but yours

there's a voice
that speaks in it's sleep
raging perplexing belligerence
to an audience of
timid opiate smugglers
welcoming the abuse
they can no longer
inflict on themselves
fixed to a fix
of tepid resignation

ever feel refreshed and sickend at the same time?

sits as she gags
on her four-season gin
thin as her patience
light tempers her sad
riding the mem'ries
like ebbing the breeze
painted trees hollowed
a canvas of thieves

Had a pretty damn good weekend. Now, it's back to work. Nothing like putting in the hours to suck the life out of you.

I'll get through the shit and enjoy myself when Sat. rolls along.

Anyone got any good recipes? I'm tired of cooking the same stuff all the time.

I'm standing, I'm spinning
I'm slipping, I'm falling
Ground is warm
Eyes of lead
Breathing deep
Numbs my thoughts
Into fuzzy bursts of dream

Woke and wired wrong
Sulfur tongue
Coughing sparks
Speak in flames
With bleeding eyes

strange
it's been years
empty spaces
long-lost faces
what's become
of the unappreciated
severed and grated
pieces of me?
kept in a jar
on a shelf
in the dark
long ago
on the side
of the road
abused, alone
not given a home
set afire
with a north wind it blows
bottom a lake
a winter so cold
bled to the gods
now to rattle...
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Went to Lollapalooza this past Sat. Most of the band were pretty damn good. Jane's are definitely past their prime though. I still enjoyed them and their La La girls.

Revelation: I love over bellydancers. The Bellydance Superstars on the 2nd stage were unbelievable. I never thought much of bellydancing until I saw it in person. Mesmerizing.

F@ck!! I hate my job with a passion. I thought I was getting able to tolerate it again. I know the response will probably near unanimous, but who else works for complete assholes?