Got a new job friday. YES!!!!!!!!! $1,000.00 a month increase,but I'll be on the road 5 to 6 days a week. I hate traveling work, but I do love the money. Money is everything these days. Don't you think? Oh well, I though when I quit doing oil field work 5 years ago that I would never go back.But the lure of the money brought me back. Is that wrong? 
I think it will be good for me.I'll be working so much,that I won't have time to think about how lonely I am in my life. That's ok though,because when I finally do meet that special someone I will be financially secure and can take good care of them if they wish it. 
I think this job is a very good thing.For once in my life I am almost actually happy.Anyway, enough about that.
For the first time in months I got off my lazy ass and went out last night. Looked up an old aquintance and spent the whole night drinking whiskey and talking about the good ol' days.Brought up a lot of happy times and a lot of the not so good times in my life.
But I think it was good to confront the not so good times and talk about them with someone not connected or associated with them. It made me realize that I was holding on to these memories and wasn't allowing myself to grow or move on in life. It's ok to remember and cherish these feelings, but don't let them rule your life. If you do,then you will end up like me. Lonely,friendless,depressed,overweight alcoholic loser who thinks the world is against him. Love life and everything in it. It may overlook you from time to time , but it always comes back with something good to offer. 
I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend.
SYCO
I think it will be good for me.I'll be working so much,that I won't have time to think about how lonely I am in my life. That's ok though,because when I finally do meet that special someone I will be financially secure and can take good care of them if they wish it. I think this job is a very good thing.For once in my life I am almost actually happy.Anyway, enough about that.
For the first time in months I got off my lazy ass and went out last night. Looked up an old aquintance and spent the whole night drinking whiskey and talking about the good ol' days.Brought up a lot of happy times and a lot of the not so good times in my life.
But I think it was good to confront the not so good times and talk about them with someone not connected or associated with them. It made me realize that I was holding on to these memories and wasn't allowing myself to grow or move on in life. It's ok to remember and cherish these feelings, but don't let them rule your life. If you do,then you will end up like me. Lonely,friendless,depressed,overweight alcoholic loser who thinks the world is against him. Love life and everything in it. It may overlook you from time to time , but it always comes back with something good to offer.
I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend.
SYCO
[{{hugs}}}