Well it's 10:30 p.m and I'm wide awake. I torn some ligaments loose in my shoulder and possibly ruptured a disc in my neck.So I have been doped up and sleeping for the last 16 hours. Now that it's time to go to sleep, I'm not even tired. I'm going to be a zombie at work tomorrow if don't at least sleep a little tonight.
Do you ever feel like you are alone in the world sometimes?
Every once in awhile I feel that way. I guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself. I think ............... life has thrown me a few too many curveballs lately. I try to be positive , I really do. But the world just seems so dark and bleak. Things that once made me happy, now make me sad and depressed. All music now has a sad,dark undertone to it. Why can't I find my joy? Did I take a wrong turn in my past and forever change my life.I used to be such a happy person. Nothing used to get at me.Now everything in my life is sad and depressing. I thought that I was finally coming out of my funk.But I guess not. Life is unfair and there is nothing you can do but go with it.There's no use fighting it, because it only makes it worse(so I've learned). That's OK .
But I keep trying even when I know it won't do any good.
Well since I don't have any friends I guess this journal will have to do. At least it quietly listens to my ramblings.
Do you ever feel like you are alone in the world sometimes?
Every once in awhile I feel that way. I guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself. I think ............... life has thrown me a few too many curveballs lately. I try to be positive , I really do. But the world just seems so dark and bleak. Things that once made me happy, now make me sad and depressed. All music now has a sad,dark undertone to it. Why can't I find my joy? Did I take a wrong turn in my past and forever change my life.I used to be such a happy person. Nothing used to get at me.Now everything in my life is sad and depressing. I thought that I was finally coming out of my funk.But I guess not. Life is unfair and there is nothing you can do but go with it.There's no use fighting it, because it only makes it worse(so I've learned). That's OK .
But I keep trying even when I know it won't do any good.
Well since I don't have any friends I guess this journal will have to do. At least it quietly listens to my ramblings.