sybil

tried salvia
paper world
basement carpet dragons

also had another dinner with the twins
i couldn't love two people more.

i'm going back to england in november
i couldn't be happier

oh just get out of my head,
i can't believe he's even in my dreams
he just pops up out of nowhere,
after more than a year,
i thought this was finally over.
i don't want to sleep anymore
if it means he's going to be there,
the more i become upset,
the more i think about it,
i know he'll be there, lurking like...
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i'm sick of trying to reach, trying to make contact
not feeling so swell, feeling quite introspective
which is poisonous
i always have the ability to make myself feel much more
rotten
than i am.

my video assignment is going to be fun.
hopefully it'll make an impression.
i'm so competitive,
making battlefields everywhere i go.

this weekend was pretty strange
let's see, friday was the big opening
of the show on campus
met two of the painters from london
they liked my roomate and i's outfits
they proceded to touch my tattoos and jewlery
made me happy, made me miss london
saturday went to the art store hoping to find
the nervous boy
instead i dropped a container of gesso...
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