sybil

had a very very fucked up dream:
i had a baby, and it was a mutilated baby
it was wrapped in cellophane to keep its face
from falling off
you could see all the blood and tissue coming out
it was weak and i could hardly touch it
so i breast fed him
and he became twice as strong and healed
i slowly peeled off the cellophane
revealing a perfect baby boy
i felt beautiful when i held him
i loved him more than anything in the world
i kissed him and held him close
i put him in an empty aquarium with another baby
and my boy squatted like a dog and took a shit
so i took him out to clean him
i started to wash him in the sink
but he was hungry
i went to find some baby mush food
but when i turned around he was a toddler
so i went to get him carrot sticks
and when i turned around he was a teenager
turned around again and he was on tv
on a soap opera
naked.
well, at least he was cut and packin.