sybil

well my week off went too fast.
new years was a party in springfield
apartment of an adorable italian kid named guilio
it was packed, and a lot of my friends were there.
thought a friend of mine was going to OD so i took him out
hoping fresh air would help him
but then just tried making out with me... dick
back up to apartment i'm getting sauced
midnight comes and i give out kisses
made out with one chick after getting her boyfriend's approval
then some kid started calling me a sinner and how it was:
'against god's plan' or something
so i punched him in the face, which knocked him down
ran upstairs to get my boys together
come to find out the kid was gay himself and just kidding
like i'm supposed to know, he was acting serious
whatever, he was lame, and deserved it anyway.
made out with the same chick again for good measure
then made out with another cute girl who i met in the beginning
both asked for my number, because i'm a pimp like that
then i started crying, i don't remember when
but i was upset over the boy i miss so terribly
who i first kissed at midnight a whole year ago.
that boy was spending his night with his ex, or is she his current now?
no one knows.
i'm such a fag, i need to move on. fuuuck.
anyway after attempted rape by the almost ODing boy later that night
i woke up with a terrible hangover in a bed in some kid's house
a kid, btw,, who i swear is short circuited, and talks like he's always on:
2,000 lines of yao
he had a safe in his room, my girl and i were drunk and laughing
it was a humongous safe, i tried opening it
i felt like i was on the price is right
i go back to school tonight, start my winterterm class tomorrow
9 am.
fuck.