syberea

Of coarse I was kidding, and it would help if I knew how to spell bleed. I am such an ass.

....i like your artwork.

I'm so happy to have just stumbled apon your profile this evening! you rock

i loved the artwork in your pics
is it your's?

yep.... you're right.

going fast on bicycles is my favorite. mos def....

ill town - it's very dreamy.... and kinda keeps you feeling off balance. plus it has amazing sound design. it's really subtle. i dig it a bunch... lemme know what you think if you check it out.

i watched mystery train for the umpteenth time last night... jim j is just so fuckin' good..... he slays me.

I can see the walls closing around me, a dark void engulfing as each new day passes, I am becoming a slave to the 9 to 5 grind (actually I wish it was 9-5, then I'd get a break at 5).

I'm trying very carefully not to let the twin jobs ruin my life, but then again, I also see this as a temporary downshift, allowing me to use the torque and push passed the slower cars in my life...i.e....I'm gonna do this horrible thing for a few months, save mad money, then quit cold turkey to pursue my career as a designer, I just hope I save enough money to allot for any trouble I might get into when job hunting! I'll definately be able to pay of some serious bills till then, and that's always a good thing. I have faith in myself, plus I'm learning sooo much, and learning is always a good thing too.

I hope your doing well, you need to email me and tell me what your doing (nemeano@hotmail.com) I'm just soo nosy! Hope your having fun regardless. I'll look forward to talking to you again!....Weeps

thanks for understanding your sweet. I'll try and catch you on here, I swear. It's just the convience of it all has been lowered a bit with this laptop and stuff. Though I did figure out what the problem was....It's my motherboard, I have to order a new one, so I'm looking at a week of this. I'll keep ya posted, but I don't think I'll be "chatting" anytime soon, this is just too difficult for my big hands. UGGGHHH, I hate this tiny keyboards!

well, have fun and be safe weeps! I'll catch ya next week then, say hi to the folks for me (haha).

I think everything is gonna be okay for you and me!

yes, i love that photographer-robert parkeharrison.
i have the link at the bottom of my profile.
also, starsjuggler posted that link, plus another that i gave him--in my journal in response to your comment. check it out.

The filmmaker's readings are probably a little rushed since so many people want them. I will have to ask my acquaintance for more details when I see her again; it was a rather rushed conversation (in a lingerie store of all places!)

Is that you in exibit "B"? It made me think of a sorceress in a Greek legend. Perhaps she is the cause of the muse's misfortune? The mask reminds me of a dream I had recently.

... it's a thing with this girl that i totally like, and she likes me also, as she has told me countless times, but something got thrown into the mix that shouldn't have this early in our still blossoming relationship, that we both completely regret, that sort of complicated things. she is being really hesitant now, i understand her reasoning behind it, but it's difficult to reassure someone that has been fucked over, and been in so many horrible relationships that i am actually a decent and trustworthy guy. and i have been in just as many, actually probably more, bad relationships, and i have gotten shit on so many times, that her hesitations just seem like her trying to blow me off, when i know inside that's not what she is doing at all. it's funny, when it all kind of started and we first hung out i told her "don't worry, you'll fuck me up too", that may be a strange thing to say to someone after only a few times of hanging out with them, but i too have my hesitations, i just try to put them on the back burner when i find something that i think could possibly turn out to be a really good thing, and i find her completely wonderful. did i confuse you now?

sorry my new journal entry rhymes soo much, I know how much you think that's sooo cliche'. I thought it was more appropriate, so please don't throw stones at me.

I don't know about the inevitability of puking. I got a ride about 8 years ago and I didn't throw up. Course, I didn't put myself in the position TO throw up. Maybe I should just go throw up now and get it over with.

thanks for the birthday wishes my dear!

i hope you have a wonderful day.

sweetheart, you should write any gawddamn time the thoughts strike.
keep working on the parts that matter, those are the most important ones.

be good......

Welcome to the site. I'm kind of new too, so maybe we can be newbies together.

btw. you look pretty good in your pic, are you going to become a suicidegirl?

what are you up to this weekend?