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mmmhmmm...well here i am. in maui, tanned yet broke. life is beautiful. today i am going to try and sell the two paintings that i have done since i have been here. i am also going to try and find a job and a new place to live. you cant work at a hostel forever. or can you? i dont want to in either case,...
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anemotis:
Hi there! You left me such a beautiful comment the other week:
"... my soul has begun to speak to me more clearly as to what it requires on a day to day basis. i am glad me and my soul are clearing things up. i think it will save lost time in the future."
smile love smile love smile

At the core, that's what this gender stuff is about for me.

I knew that a few people on here had listed Written on the Body in their favourites, but I clear forgot you were one of them, silly me! I read it a few months back. It's very seldom that I finish a book and know that I could immediately go back to the beginning again and enjoy it even more. It made me remember how I used to love before certain bad stuff happened.

Thanks for all vicarious sunlight! It must be very strange being in a place where people are always just passing through... I've never experienced that. Maybe a few of them will stick around for you.
sarc:
yum is right! love
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ahh hooray! no more peanut butter sandwiches, my taxes are in and i can eat again. goodtimes, goodtimes. today i am going to go to the beach and go for coffee and take pictures. i will enjoy the sun and hawaii to its full extent. smile
love to everyone.
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nymphette:
Still in Hawaii huh? Wow thats great. I can only imagine how nice it must be to wake up there every morning! Hawaii is a magical place.

Good to hear you are having so much fun. You should post some of the pics you take in your pics section!

Your journal has inspired me to take my camera out today too. We've actually been getting some sunshine up here in the great North!! Sun is my friend.

smile
adelina:
uncle sam should DIE, even if he is just a metaphorical figure! it's not right that almost half of a person's paycheck goes to the gov't.
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life is just so amazingly interesting...i am now in maui, living and working at a hostel. so fascinated with people and the potential of everything. i may end up living at this old surfboard factory. it needs alot of work but it has alot of potential. it would be the true artist existance. living somewhere that would otherwise be a complete dive, but making it...
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anemotis:
I can't imagine what that's like... or rather I can but it's probably nothing like what it is but interesting nonetheless. Having a run-down place to do whatever you like with -- very amazing. ultimate interior decorating tongue .
asvetic:
All is well, all is well. For a girl stranded on a native island, you sure do get on the internet alot. I jest. So, seriously, did you get a camera yet? if you have to, mail me doubles! I really want to see you and Hawaii! love
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well now here i am in honolulu, interesting place. i think i am more a fan of the smaller more laid back islands though. but hey its hawaii, can i really complain? i dont know what the fuck i am doing here. but i am sure things will pan out in the end. i just need to find a place that i want to settle...
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nymphette:
I've been to Hawaii once. It was to Waikiki. I really enjoyed it. I went at a time when I needed to do some self reflection too....seems to be a good place for that.....the nature is so beautiful there.....a great place to float listlessly.
One of my favorite parts was stepping off the plane and noticing that the whole place smelled like hot, sticky, yummy, flowers! MMmmmm.

Well enjoy your time there! Nice to meet u!!

Aloha!

luv,
Nymph

delirium_faerie:
i love your pics!
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things happen so quickly. there is no time to catch your breath. just hang on and enjoy the ride. wink im going to sit in the sun. adieu. smile
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asvetic:
oh my god! your in honolulu! That's great. you really need to get a camera or something and do abit of documentation for me. I'd love to see HI from your eyes, plus I'd like to see how golden brown you get! Things are okay. I've been putting out applications galore, but still no biters. Fingers are crossed! I'm trying to date a few people (not like a player, just doing the dating thing). I figure I need alittle something something in my life, build that confidence back up. I'm really excited for you. I can't believe you did it, but then I can't not believe you did it. Kisses to you. Oh, Chris and Miranda are tying the knot on the 17th! Wish them much success and happiness.

You be safe and send me photos! I miss you much
kiss kiss
asvetic:
wink
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goddamn...i wanted to put up a new profile pic but i dont have a camera. oh well.
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superdee:
Ummm, errr ahhh...

* looks at the ground and kicks at the dirt *

"I have a digital camera and it would be my treat to take a few pics of ya"

* looks up at the sky *

... wonders why it feels like it's getting hotter ...

* face turns red *

* big grin *

"Ah come on, it would be fun"

wink

PS - Did you know that The Pixies are coming to town in March!

[Edited on Feb 19, 2004 4:28AM]
asvetic:
you can do it put your back into it...
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died my hair last night, at first i hated ti but now i think its growing on me, i wanted white chunks int he front but instead i ended up with red and yellow and orange streaks in my hair. its ok, but i still want the chunks. ya know? eh...soo i have four days off to sit and contemplate life now, i like to...
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starsandsmokes:
... yes, i've heard that before. i was at his show in philly last year, and when i came out of the bathroom some guy told me that he was looking forward to the show...
asvetic:
I know that was pretty brutal, but what really got me was just how thoughtless and cold some of those comments were, it was truly as if they were trying to piss me off for no apparent reason and really just berate me over and over again. I was also upset that as the stones flew, no one really tried to intervien, JohnnyX attempted to take some of the heat away, but they pushed him aside and kept coming for me. I seriously thought of Frankenstein and the fire baring mob coming up the castle. I've noticed before that a few of those members that commented have done that before to other people, it's as if the same people go around and board bully. Very sad that something like that isn't moderated... Thank you for having my back, your the best!
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i am soo fucking tired....i hurt too.
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asvetic:
uh, yeah, boners and boobies
asvetic:
pretty well, can you get on Messanger, I'm on
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mmmm....time is moving like chocolate over here, both slow and delicious. spendin time with my rock and roll lover, eating great food, going for coffee, making out, and slowly mentally preparing for the iminent move. funny how when you have something in your life to look forward to, some feeling of moving forward, life loses that desperate agro edge. i guess for some that is...
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asvetic:
a single tear falls, splashing against the floor
it's hard to tell if it's pain or joy that ruptured
castanets play distant, tiny pings are heard
beautiful jewelry

you are beautiful jewerly
dancing against the golden skin
of a once young soul with a desperate rendevous
please point her straight

she'll get there
soon
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sooo...its official now, i just bought my ticket today. as of march 3rd i am going to be in hawaii. i am soo excited and soo scared, i think this is the right thing though. at least i hope it is, and if it isnt i can just come back. nothing lost.
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rottenapple:
also love the poems and work in your pics thingy fellow sagitarian wink
junkyrunnindry:
I bought a one way ticket to Bankok... my only regret is that I let September 11th get to me, and I didn't take the job in Kuala Lumpur... enjoy yourself girl... this is what life was made for.