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The lock clicks
as she slides past him, lying on the couch with an empty can of beer slipping slowly out of his hands, and she makes her way to the kitchen. She heads straight for the wine. As she digs the spring into the cork her "soulmate" begins snoring. It matches the white fuzz on the screen. Sitting at the bar, pouring herself a...
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The walls are closing in, and there's nothing you can do. Do you trust that world outside the windows and beyond the doors? Everything seems so shady. I take a spoon and dig at my brain like ice cream. It prevents me from thinking, from feeling. I've been numb before, and let me tell you; there is no greater misery than not caring if you...
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Finally got a job...yay!!!! *Magical balloons and confetti and naked girls run around everywhere, dancing in celebration* It's doing overnight stock at a toy store. Not really just stock, it was a lot of moving everything around and taking down big shelf units. It was fun, though it will suck having to work Fridays and Saturdays...I'll try to get at least one of them off...
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WHY DO YOU HATE YOURSELF?

It's the question we all must confront sometime in our lives, because more likely than not, you're as guilty as I am. We are surrounded by ourselves constantly, and witness to every minuscule error that we've ever made, every thought in bad taste, every bad hair day and bad pimple day and bad fat day and, well, just every bad...
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When does life stop being dumb and start being shitty?

Does anybody else hate themselves as much as I do?

God I sure hope so. Fuck those esteemers.

I have failed you my minions. Upon my last update, my weary mind was fazy, and thought not of the excitement of last Friday. Which was the most excitement, extraordinary enough. TOOL. TOOL. TOOL. TOOL. In concert, in St Louis, at the Scottrade Center. It was....AMAZING. I almost orgasmed like, 50 times while I was there, just listening to their music and feeling the energy...
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Hmm....anything new? That dollar store job was a bust. I came in to work the day after I was hired, did all the bitch work, continuously ringing up a forever non-ending stream of annoying customers as the two managers on duty sat on the counter in the station. Then Monday the manager calls me and wants me to take this girl's shifts for the rest...
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Mmm...so I've been playing BESM lately...my friend Nick started a new campaign and we're all psychic children born and raised in an underground lab. It's also our first Third Edition campaign. Prettty sweet. And oh shit, I forgot to get Fallout while I was over there last night. I suppose I'll survive. Other than that, not much has been going on...looking for a job, a...
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