Oh gosh what a weekend. Went to a trip party, that was better for some of us than others. I wish I could have been there more for some of us. I never know what to say. I never know how to enter somebody's world and make it better. I wish I could. I wish they would let me. I wish I would let them.
Last night was SHIT. No, I mean it. Most possibly the worst night of my life.
It started off well enough; my friend 'laina came over to watch me play some Katamari Damacy (which I bought yesterday!) because she hasn't seen it before. We used to drink a lot of vodka back in the day, but she quit because of a bad night that I...
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It started off well enough; my friend 'laina came over to watch me play some Katamari Damacy (which I bought yesterday!) because she hasn't seen it before. We used to drink a lot of vodka back in the day, but she quit because of a bad night that I...
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Ah. My stomach hurts. Like sharp pains when I bend over, or crouch, on either side of my abdomen. It feels like poo or something, but I think too high. Not to mention I don't think there is any poo left in me. I should really find a better conversation topic....I resort to poo way too often.
Random person: Hi, my name is a person's...
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v8dreaming:
what kind of poo?
tadzi:
is it wrong that i think its awesome when cute girls talk about poo? do you burp, too? because that would be super.
Does anybody else have that good friend with a filthy house? I do. I love seeing him and his girlfriend, but every time I go over there I am just repulsed. I need to clean the toilet seat before I use it. I keep my shoes on. I only sit on one of the couches. The place smells. OK, they have 2 dogs. Puppies, to...
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subnatural:
No, you are a great friend for STILL going over to their house even though you hate it.
traceelement:
Hah I don't know how people can live in filth, like I can get lax with dishes and stuff at times but I can't stand it, hell I clean up after my housemates simply because if I am cleaning up my own mess I might as well clean everything.
Last weekend was a mess. An absolute mess. Saturday morning I'm supposed to do a shoot for this local painter who needs reference photos...a paid job... My hungover boyfriend/chaperon will not wake up...finally, leaving way too late as it is...in way too much of a hurry...I accidentally backed my car into the outward gate of a moving truck. I will swear though, as Dog as...
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Good morning, Mr. President. Or should I say Presidents.
God I love PUSA. They're so right; everyone DOES want to be naked and famous. Hell, I know I do.
I've been trying to play Morrowind again. I fucked myself last time around. Like, ass-fucked. Hard. I started changing around my character a whole bunch using "enablestatreviewmenu" which only half-worked...making my character "Princess" a complete mess,...
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God I love PUSA. They're so right; everyone DOES want to be naked and famous. Hell, I know I do.
I've been trying to play Morrowind again. I fucked myself last time around. Like, ass-fucked. Hard. I started changing around my character a whole bunch using "enablestatreviewmenu" which only half-worked...making my character "Princess" a complete mess,...
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It's just one of those hot days. Where no matter where you are, it's hot. You're hot. And itchy. Claustrophobic. These days are great for...I dunno...being uncomfortable. My friends and i are having a special party tonight...first time people are really coming over to my new apartment in decent numbers. Which is, of course, a great excuse to clean. How I love to clean. Let...
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Ahhhhhh. I'm almost all moved in. It is so nice, this place Frogstar and I now call home. It's not gigantic, don't let me mistake you, but it is a large bedroom and a largish living room. And it is only him and me. me and him. ahh, has a nice ring to it. oh, and the cat luna. she's meowing at me now. i...
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I wish I were better at making friends. I don't like being scared when I'm around people, which I am. I also don't like feeling standoffish when I'm not terrified. There is no happy medium; either I'm myself, and I scare everyone away, or I put up this silly facade, whether it be dipped in sarcasm or covered in a cloak of anti sociality. I...
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autumnfade:
no,
only human
-peace
only human
-peace
raziel666:
Always be yourself,no matter how hard it is at times.You do have freinds.as you said,who told you you ahve tons of them?Like the person said before me,you are human.I bet even those you believe have alot of friends feel the same one time or another,we all do.Keep the walls down and your mind open and see with your heart.To find one thing that you can relate to someone else and go ffrom there to 'socialize',don't stress if it takes time to learn this.I don't know you,but I can tell you are alot braver and stronger that you let on tyo yourself.I hope this helps you and you understand what I wrote.If not I can expalin better for you.Have agreat day,my friend.
Living with my brother...
...Is way worse than living with my mom. Sure, I don't need to cover up the smell of pot, and I can have parties when I want to. I can sleep with my boyfriend. Those things are all nice. But in exchange I get a constantly dirty house, a constantly dirty kitchen, and absolutely, positively, zero respect. I'm a simple creature....
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...Is way worse than living with my mom. Sure, I don't need to cover up the smell of pot, and I can have parties when I want to. I can sleep with my boyfriend. Those things are all nice. But in exchange I get a constantly dirty house, a constantly dirty kitchen, and absolutely, positively, zero respect. I'm a simple creature....
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