Last night was SHIT. No, I mean it. Most possibly the worst night of my life.
It started off well enough; my friend 'laina came over to watch me play some Katamari Damacy (which I bought yesterday!) because she hasn't seen it before. We used to drink a lot of vodka back in the day, but she quit because of a bad night that I wasn't around to witness. Needless to say, I drink the shit like water if I've got the hankering. Which is what I was going to be doing after taking half a bar of xanax. Well, she decides to drink vodka with me for the night, for ol' times sake I guess, and we hit the bar. She runs into some people she knows and this guy who DJs there whom I've met a couple of times. Being underage and not-stoned in my case, lol, we decide to leave and go back to my house to get the vodka, fill up her water bottle with it, and go bar-hopping. Which I've never done...so...yeah. sounds fun.. well, instead we go to the gas station and buy some more vodka and just go back to her place. Now, laina and I definitely complain about our boyfriends. that's just what we do. well, when i started complaining about frogstar she told me to "just suck it up." even though i've been supportive of her and all of her silly shit for ever. she has hung out with some of the stupidest people, and then complained about them everytime i've seen her...i never told her to 'just suck it up.' Needless to say I got highly emotional and we ended up in a huge brawl...it was bad. At some point i almost walked home, until i realized i forgot my phone. >.> So I think we "officially" straightened things out last night...and she sent me a myspace message today apologizing...but i just don't know how to feel. one part of me wants to go ahead and forgive her...another part is really disappointed in who I thought was my best friend.
I am so moving to San Fransisco when my lease is up. And yes, I will have flowers in my hair.
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It started off well enough; my friend 'laina came over to watch me play some Katamari Damacy (which I bought yesterday!) because she hasn't seen it before. We used to drink a lot of vodka back in the day, but she quit because of a bad night that I wasn't around to witness. Needless to say, I drink the shit like water if I've got the hankering. Which is what I was going to be doing after taking half a bar of xanax. Well, she decides to drink vodka with me for the night, for ol' times sake I guess, and we hit the bar. She runs into some people she knows and this guy who DJs there whom I've met a couple of times. Being underage and not-stoned in my case, lol, we decide to leave and go back to my house to get the vodka, fill up her water bottle with it, and go bar-hopping. Which I've never done...so...yeah. sounds fun.. well, instead we go to the gas station and buy some more vodka and just go back to her place. Now, laina and I definitely complain about our boyfriends. that's just what we do. well, when i started complaining about frogstar she told me to "just suck it up." even though i've been supportive of her and all of her silly shit for ever. she has hung out with some of the stupidest people, and then complained about them everytime i've seen her...i never told her to 'just suck it up.' Needless to say I got highly emotional and we ended up in a huge brawl...it was bad. At some point i almost walked home, until i realized i forgot my phone. >.> So I think we "officially" straightened things out last night...and she sent me a myspace message today apologizing...but i just don't know how to feel. one part of me wants to go ahead and forgive her...another part is really disappointed in who I thought was my best friend.
I am so moving to San Fransisco when my lease is up. And yes, I will have flowers in my hair.
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