I woke up today felling a bit despondent (I like that word), I dont know if it is because I am suffering a quarter life crisis, my job or that fact I am presently single. Maybe it is a combination of all of them.
Apparently quarter life crises are way worse than a midlife crisis and is brought on by high student loans, low job prospects etc. I dont know if this is true but it makes me feel better to say it.
I have to go Pennsylvania for tomorrow and I wont be back till just before Christmas and will end up working on vehicle that has not worked for the last month still doesnt. For those who dont know you can see what I do here: www.roadware.com. I think the problem with the job is that I dont like Pennsylvania or sitting around on my ass all day.
On the relationship front all my problems stem from the fact I am a bit shy and insecure of myself. Though this might change the closer it gets to the holidays. I know this is a clich but it seams that all the really cool women I know are either in a relationship or gay.
I have been thinking about this all morning and I think all my friends are in realtionshps so I fell bit of a third wheel, that and I think i am more interested in consistant sex than a real realtionship rihgt now.
The good news is that have few plans in the works improve my present situation. One is to save up some cash and head to Australia for while, the preferred option. There is a possibility of a job opening in the UK and I have expressed interest in that, I havent applied because it hasnt officially been posted yet. Third a friend might have lead on a job where he works in Toronto. I guess I will have wait and see which one has the best chance for working out.
Well I am done wallowing in self-pity; now I think I will stay home eat corn chips masturbate today.
no comments needed or expected just had get some stuff of my chest and do I ever feel better
Apparently quarter life crises are way worse than a midlife crisis and is brought on by high student loans, low job prospects etc. I dont know if this is true but it makes me feel better to say it.
I have to go Pennsylvania for tomorrow and I wont be back till just before Christmas and will end up working on vehicle that has not worked for the last month still doesnt. For those who dont know you can see what I do here: www.roadware.com. I think the problem with the job is that I dont like Pennsylvania or sitting around on my ass all day.
On the relationship front all my problems stem from the fact I am a bit shy and insecure of myself. Though this might change the closer it gets to the holidays. I know this is a clich but it seams that all the really cool women I know are either in a relationship or gay.
I have been thinking about this all morning and I think all my friends are in realtionshps so I fell bit of a third wheel, that and I think i am more interested in consistant sex than a real realtionship rihgt now.
The good news is that have few plans in the works improve my present situation. One is to save up some cash and head to Australia for while, the preferred option. There is a possibility of a job opening in the UK and I have expressed interest in that, I havent applied because it hasnt officially been posted yet. Third a friend might have lead on a job where he works in Toronto. I guess I will have wait and see which one has the best chance for working out.
Well I am done wallowing in self-pity; now I think I will stay home eat corn chips masturbate today.
no comments needed or expected just had get some stuff of my chest and do I ever feel better
As for the movie, you can always loan it to him when you go in for your first sit. But if you're feeling THAT nice, just mail it to the shop, I'll probably watch it with him when he gets it. Though I have a copy of my own. So maybe I should just lend him mine.
My head is a mess.
Alright, venting done, gonna try to get this shit done so I can take the rest of the week off.