so.... I'm trying to help this friend if mine. She's a bit younger then I and so very much lost in her life. She has the potential to do/see so much more but she has shut herself into the box of a first love that doesn't appreciate her fully.
Tonight I was being the creep I am and was lurking near where she was and...
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Ya, I like potatoes.
so tonight I caught up with this girl I haven't seen in many years. So many years that when I first met her she was 15. Tonight she told me if she went home and woke up her BF he would beat her face. Of course I don't want that but she convinces me she will not wake him up and everything is OK. I...
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So... I look at my life now and wonder why I still don't like myself. My life is not hard (granted i do have a lot of responsibilities and my job is crazy stressful but i get paid very good money) and I live in a place where, if i wanted, i could find another job easily. My life, when i was homeless, was filled...
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I love going out for beers and finding some of my favorite people, at the random bar i decide to go to, and have a great time.
If you make a mess dig your own hole.
We are just auras floating through the universe. Succumbing to the pushes and pulls of the other entities in the universe.
I've got nothin to lose and only one way up
I'm burnin bridges I'm destroying the mirage
Oh visions of collisions Fuckin bon voyage
It's all smooth sailin from here on out
I feel like giving up. The circle of what i am feels like it is at it's end. End is not always the finality that we pracive. End cane be the change from one phase of life to the next. The end is what i seek... guide me... show me my transition.
I am eating yeti am not hungry. I drank tonight and I am not thirsty. What is going on? Being lost in this life is frustrating. I chose this life and can't find the reason why. I ask the spirits to show me my path so i can better who I am and find my way through the darkness.....