swtchronic

So..... Tonight, in my drunkin stupor, i think about being a hopeless romantic and why the hell i would ever want to be that way. Then i realize i need a woman that makes me fall in love with her every time i look at her. not because of what she does just because every time i look at her i think of a new reason to love her. This is what i know i want... i know this now.... how do i find it?? i've been watching a lot of anime romantic comedies, to i guess, live through the romantic love examples i would go crazy for. Finding someone in my life that cares for me enough to want to make me fall in love with them over and over again every day is imposible. i feel selfish but can't i have anything?? Living in Brazil, i loved going out with a hotty and loving her for a night then finding out what we meant to eachother. it was simple. now i am lost and just want to love...........