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swoon4heart

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I think I do something wrong with some people...

Nov 26, 2019
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I think I am doing something wrong. In my emotional psychology I have no shame and no fear. As long as no one is trying to kill me there is no danger. When someone is worried about me, I ask “do you think that person is going to try to kill me.” And the answer is always “no.”

When I have a weird vision of a demon, monster or alien, I get really interested in what kind of soul it has, so I lay down and meditate and wait for it to say something small which it does sometimes, After I use my emotional maturity to adjust any attitude issues it had, and it usually hides from me...

There are some aliens that sometimes hang out with me... I don’t know how naked girls are any different. I am not aroused in normal ways because I am more evolved. For me mating is a relational pattern. 🙈🙊🙉

I can kind of remember what it feels like to be intimidated by pretty girls, but the memory is faded. When I say too many things in messages, my understanding has been that it was not interesting enough that it was not approached. But upon reflection, even nude models might turn a message into something biological.

It is probably not a good idea to be so indifferent about myself... 😓

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swoon4heart:
@maleh i would love to but I get minimal Social Security Disability Income from my USA government for being diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic. For me spirituality is very real and I am not medically able to work a job because sometime my brain does not function after a while and I need to meditate, my irregular sleep and other symptoms of my medication. Tardive Dysconisia and talking to myself and then answering myself, to other people these are awkward and maybe uncomfortable for customers in a normal situation. But I would love to travel. If I know a lot of people in one city very well online in like zoom group video calls and could save up enough money for plane and expenses and being easy with help for food and a bill. I would love to visit another country for a month or two. I need a while so I don’t feel rushed. It would be a fantasy if several Suicide Girls and their friends and family wanted me to visit a local area somewhere exotic.
Nov 26, 2019
swoon4heart:
I want to do something like what Suicide Girls do
Nov 26, 2019

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