I think I am doing something wrong. In my emotional psychology I have no shame and no fear. As long as no one is trying to kill me there is no danger. When someone is worried about me, I ask “do you think that person is going to try to kill me.” And the answer is always “no.”

When I have a weird vision of a demon, monster or alien, I get really interested in what kind of soul it has, so I lay down and meditate and wait for it to say something small which it does sometimes, After I use my emotional maturity to adjust any attitude issues it had, and it usually hides from me...

There are some aliens that sometimes hang out with me... I don’t know how naked girls are any different. I am not aroused in normal ways because I am more evolved. For me mating is a relational pattern. 🙈🙊🙉

I can kind of remember what it feels like to be intimidated by pretty girls, but the memory is faded. When I say too many things in messages, my understanding has been that it was not interesting enough that it was not approached. But upon reflection, even nude models might turn a message into something biological.

It is probably not a good idea to be so indifferent about myself... 😓