swoag

I sometimes wonder if I seek out situations that will make me miserable. Whether somewhere deep inside this aparently warped mind of mine my keen skills of perception combine with a deep feeling of self loathing to find only things that will make me want to stick sharp objects into my eye. I thought that maybe I had turned a corner a while ago... oh well, this is all very whiney of me, so I think I'll just stop... this doesn't really do anyone any good.