swizal

thanks, i'll try there. was that place called your design or mine? i'll take anything. i don't know why you tried to kill yourself justin. we used to always say how stupid people were for trying to pull that shit. i know i mean the world to you or whatever, but no one person is worth ending your life over. i sincerely care about you, your well being and i do love you. you have no idea how hard it is for me to stay away from you. i just want you to understand how that this is something i have to do.

i have made quite a few new, but good friends. they aren't better than you, but we don't have miles of bullshit between us, like you and me. i would love to still talk to you and eventually hang out again. i don't want to just forget about you like you never existed. but i do want to start a new chapter in my life. and i'm sorry, but i don't see you in it, at least not as my boyfriend.

i don't know how else to explain it to you. i'm sorry your sad and i don't want you to cry over me, like i cried over you.

where are you going by the way? you said you'll be going away for a long time. please stay in touch.

oh yeah, and i really do think about you a lot. how we used to say the same shit at the same time. and how we like all the same stuff. and how we were always on the same wave length. i love those things about you, and i miss it.