swiss_miss

i could just DIE from this uncertainty.

i love this stage, where you meet someone, and think it could be something big and you get giddy and nervous, and think to yourself, "holy shit, what happens next?"

my heart could break or burst and it wouldn't matter.

i haven't been on a date in the longest time. is it even a date??? i sure as hell don't know. how can i tell? i need to go back to 6th grade and read all of those silly magazines I had to hide from mother and find the article entitled, "OMG GIRLFRIEND, DOES HE LIKE YOU BACK? Let's find out with this handy check sheet below! 7 out of 10 checked boxes means HELL YES! 3-6 checks means HE WANTS YOUR MOM. 0-2 checks means HE DOESNT KNOW YOU EXIST SO KILL YOURSELF (see page 46 for checklist on how to do that properly)."

i never wanted to date anyone or have a boyfriend for almost a year, and now my mind is changing. i'm tired of letting an old breakup scare me away from other boys.

haha the funny thing is, he probably knows i'm melting already. heartbreak here i come!