My dog was whining from lack of exercise, and I took him out, to an unlikely little scrap of a field next to a 7-11 up the street. It's a vacant, grassy lot, surrounded by tired old buildings, with trash interwoven in the vegetation.
Somehow, when I go there at night, I can light a cigarette, traipse around, and forget those buildings nearby. The wind...
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Somehow, when I go there at night, I can light a cigarette, traipse around, and forget those buildings nearby. The wind...
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My paternal grandmother died yesterday of a massive stroke and brain hemmorhage.
It's a good thing I hate that side of the family.
Even so, I hope she didn't suffer, and I'm trying very, very hard to remember any pleasant memories I have of her. No luck so far, but I'm nothing if not persistent.
Actually talked to my father on the phone yesterday about...
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It's a good thing I hate that side of the family.
Even so, I hope she didn't suffer, and I'm trying very, very hard to remember any pleasant memories I have of her. No luck so far, but I'm nothing if not persistent.
Actually talked to my father on the phone yesterday about...
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My brother, my step-dad, my boyfriend and myself are sitting and watching "Blazing Saddles"....all crude, silly, off-color humor. We're all stoned and giggling occasionally at it. A scene's on, it goes something like this:
".....Except for the women"
"You don't kill the women?"
"No, we rape the shit out of them".
Gets quiet in the room at that, My family's very oversensitized to the subject....
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joyrider:
blah. *comforts*
s5:
i hope you saved the receipt.
So I chopped my hair off :-)
joyrider:
!!!
i must find a way to see this. is it dyed too?
i must find a way to see this. is it dyed too?
You're sexy like thermodynamics and your physics are appealing....
heeheehee. I like that.
*snort*heeheehee
heeheehee. I like that.
*snort*heeheehee
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joyrider:
hm. my parents have a wonky old victrola and tons of old 78s. i haven't listened to it in a while though - a few years at least.
The term's almost over. From the 14th or so of December to the 6th of Jamuary, I'm going to do abbbbbsoluuuuuutelllly nothing. Ahh.
Next week, I have to cook a turkey and host the yearly gathering of my boyfriend's clan. His grandmother's born again, his nephew is a spoiled little shit, and I have to hide my porno DVD's, my giant charcoal naked lady picture,...
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Next week, I have to cook a turkey and host the yearly gathering of my boyfriend's clan. His grandmother's born again, his nephew is a spoiled little shit, and I have to hide my porno DVD's, my giant charcoal naked lady picture,...
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Quote of the day:
"Hahahahaha. Did you think I came all the way out here just to air-fuck you?!"
"Hahahahaha. Did you think I came all the way out here just to air-fuck you?!"
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hunginn:
Ooh, I've been on a bunch... the only one I'm really active on right now is Achaea. I'd have to really search my memory to find all the ones I've played in the past...
joyrider:
i want to hear this story!
i was watching awinamp vizualizer earlier and thought about you and portland.
yeah, you were all kinds of smooth in that dream. you had a bone saw and a crazed zen look like those floating head guys in moonshadow.
i was watching awinamp vizualizer earlier and thought about you and portland.
yeah, you were all kinds of smooth in that dream. you had a bone saw and a crazed zen look like those floating head guys in moonshadow.
*stomps on the last journal entry until it is a fragmented pile on the floor*
For those of you who should know, I was off the site due to billing problems for a while.... every day I would come and look at my last dumb journal entry and kick myself for not changing it beforehand. I ahm a dorrrrk. I do not like morose journal...
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For those of you who should know, I was off the site due to billing problems for a while.... every day I would come and look at my last dumb journal entry and kick myself for not changing it beforehand. I ahm a dorrrrk. I do not like morose journal...
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bug:
i got my bra at ross for $7. i get most of my underthings there.
girlblue:
Happy birthday!!! 
This makes me nervous.
The weird sad lust for everything I once did to myself returns yet again, and I'm not too sure I want to try and head it off this time. What a fuckload of effort that would be.
ps- don't worry, my lapses resolve themselves eventually :-P
The weird sad lust for everything I once did to myself returns yet again, and I'm not too sure I want to try and head it off this time. What a fuckload of effort that would be.
ps- don't worry, my lapses resolve themselves eventually :-P
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psmith:
hi there. I hope everything is ok.
joyrider:
my finely tuned psychic powers detect that you are back on sg again.
graveyard shift + school all day = auuuugh.
My one recreational activity: me an' the boy went to a reptile show on saturday with the few bucks we had actually managed to pull together.
Came home with a snow corn and the most lusciously beautiful albino sonoran gopher I've ever seen.
Yeah, I know, I wanted the cute little hatchling ETB's, too. Maybe I'll have...
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My one recreational activity: me an' the boy went to a reptile show on saturday with the few bucks we had actually managed to pull together.
Came home with a snow corn and the most lusciously beautiful albino sonoran gopher I've ever seen.
Yeah, I know, I wanted the cute little hatchling ETB's, too. Maybe I'll have...
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jasiri:
reptile show!!??? damn, i always miss the good shows...oh well...perhaps next year i will find my little soul-chameleon...thanks for the info!
mirkwoodmaiden:
i know all about the pains of working the graveyard shift. i've been stick with it for almost 2 months strait. i can sympithyse with you on that one.
Hi I'm Soi
joyrider told me to give ya a shout I own a jetblack mexi-kingsnake" Noir"
I be livin in SE pdx currently myself, over on 31st&Tibbetts
Ya know the most influencing aspect of the Illuminatas trilogy was that there is ....
Truth
False
&
Half-truth or Half-false
And Ravi ooo snap Ravi!"Dalia night , Ben & Ravi?!
thats a homeslice O mine, good kid good kid
Im Down with tha rpg'z since early 2nd edtion, woah
Anywhoz we seem to have some koolstuff in common
gimmie a shout if ya like
Alooooooooha