So, 1:30 in the A.M.. Not so sure why I paid for this. Oh yeah, because of the cute girls, and friendster is getting lame and there aren't any cute nek-ked girls on myspace. Anyway, I never really got into the whole online journal thingy. This may be the last entry ever so I guess I will spill it.
I started seeing this girl about four or five weeks ago. Shes cool and nice and funny sometimes, but I don't know I feel like something is missing. I am like her 4th boyfriend, shes 26, and only the 2nd person she has slept with. The 2nd or 3rd time we "hung out" she said she just really liked making out with me and kissing me and stuff. I replied jokingly that I was more than a piece of meat, and then I realized she was being serious. Then about a week and a half ago she tells me. over the phone, that she has never been in love with a guy, so she isn't sure what it is like, but that she cares for me deeply. This, after about a month. Am I being crazy for freakin out on this? I don't think so. Come on. I mean 4 weeks and you think you are in love with someone. I wanted to say to her, you don't love me, you just love my doggy style." but the mood was too serious. Anyway, all my other friends say I should dump her but I kinda fell bad but I guess that is no reason to stay with someone either. Also it has been a while since I have been tested and I would feel doubly horrible if I dumped her and gave her something. I guess the logical thing to do would to get tested and then dump. Ah well. Of course I like her, she is a fox and built and all that but I don't think we have that much in common other than friends. Yeah, I don't know.
It has been a while since I wrote in my actual journal so I think this entry is going to be kinda huge. So I had my first gallery solo show and the fuckin manager of the gallery fucked it up! Everyone recieved their post card invites on the day before the opening, so hardly anyone showed up. the fucker! And my email address was wrong on the postcard she sent out, what the fuck! Only my friends came, which is awesome, but no one with the money came. So now I have to work extra hard to make sure people get there to see it. However my show at the coffeeshop closes in two weeks and that will be good to have a closing reception for that. I feel better writing that down, just telling someone is no good.
I started seeing this girl about four or five weeks ago. Shes cool and nice and funny sometimes, but I don't know I feel like something is missing. I am like her 4th boyfriend, shes 26, and only the 2nd person she has slept with. The 2nd or 3rd time we "hung out" she said she just really liked making out with me and kissing me and stuff. I replied jokingly that I was more than a piece of meat, and then I realized she was being serious. Then about a week and a half ago she tells me. over the phone, that she has never been in love with a guy, so she isn't sure what it is like, but that she cares for me deeply. This, after about a month. Am I being crazy for freakin out on this? I don't think so. Come on. I mean 4 weeks and you think you are in love with someone. I wanted to say to her, you don't love me, you just love my doggy style." but the mood was too serious. Anyway, all my other friends say I should dump her but I kinda fell bad but I guess that is no reason to stay with someone either. Also it has been a while since I have been tested and I would feel doubly horrible if I dumped her and gave her something. I guess the logical thing to do would to get tested and then dump. Ah well. Of course I like her, she is a fox and built and all that but I don't think we have that much in common other than friends. Yeah, I don't know.
It has been a while since I wrote in my actual journal so I think this entry is going to be kinda huge. So I had my first gallery solo show and the fuckin manager of the gallery fucked it up! Everyone recieved their post card invites on the day before the opening, so hardly anyone showed up. the fucker! And my email address was wrong on the postcard she sent out, what the fuck! Only my friends came, which is awesome, but no one with the money came. So now I have to work extra hard to make sure people get there to see it. However my show at the coffeeshop closes in two weeks and that will be good to have a closing reception for that. I feel better writing that down, just telling someone is no good.