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i think ive thought about a tattoo i want... just black and in cursive 'i fought a war to walk a gangplank'

its from a beautiful jacks mannequin song called caves thats about his battle with cancer..
some of you know stuff about me and my car accident and the line is about fighting through all of it and then the gangplank is being 22...
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calvaria:
That's a really cool idea! smile Just make sure you find an artist that can do fine line script like that. It is an easy tattoo to screw up. :/
inkedgeek:
Just saw where you joined Bi-Boys...interesting. wink
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hey yall !
my week has been pretty good. ive been busy which always puts me in a good mood.. it allows me to close my ears and not hear what anyone says. but really havent encountered any negativity from outside sources which is amazing.
i spend a lot of time thinking about how thankful i am as hokey as some think that says i...
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calvaria:
Yay! Glad to know you're happy! smile busy is good. Slow is sad.
blackheartdown:
You have a lot of people that say a lot of negative things to/about you. I say edge them out of your life if possible.
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haha i had two sorta down days in a row but im determined to have a good week. im just gonna let bad stuff roll off my back this week seriously i just dont have it in me to give a fuckin fuck fuck shocked
lectorvyal:
*tickles*
inkedgeek:
I have a feeling your week will be Awesome! biggrin
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i dont know why. maybe its my bipolar. but everyday is either really good or really bad. i really cant (as much as i try) to figure out my triggers. maybe i should just lock myself in my room and listen to the band say anything on blast a long time.
theres a good part of my day. i always try to pick something to...
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blackheartdown:
I can always find music to lift my mood. Maybe a guy thing, and maybe not your cup o' tea, but the song "Best Day Til' Tomorrow" from the Scot-Canadian celt-punk band The Real MacKenzies usually puts things in perspective for me on off days, if you catch the lyrics.
calvaria:
Whenever I had days like that in my old neighborhood, I would walk down the street to the cemetary and sit under this one tree where I could see the whole place, and every last gravestone. I would listen to what the wind would whisper, and it would soothe my soul as well as quiet the chatter in my brain. For me meditation and silence might be nerve racking at first but it helps me more than music when I'm at my worst moments.
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so i know i kinda complained about stuff on here. but im really starting to feel a sense of community here.

for all the friends ive made on here: thanks for keeping me company and thanks for being kindred spirits that help me not feel so alone in this suffocating place i live.

my day has been really good thanks to chatting with a super...
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jeffx20:
Counting Crows!
swimforbrighter:
rock
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im really excited a guy ive known since birth is moving back to our hometown which is where i live! hes moving back here from tanzania! theres a lot going on in my life that im excited about... and if i told you guys all of it youd be like 'this girl is so weird!'

and by the way im a self proclaimed weirdo. not...
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swimforbrighter:
he just got out of the peace corps!
majinharper:
Nothing wrong with a little weirdness. It keeps life interesting surreal

Thanks for the add!
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so not many of you know too much about me but im super fun loving and you prob think i go to the gym a lot haha. in nov 09 i was in a horrific car accident that killed a lady and i had like 5 injuries that wouldve killed most and we really dont know how im still here and i dont know why....
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swimforbrighter:
thanks smile <3
blackheartdown:
Regardless of the struggle you have had to deal with, you have the right to be down right pissed if anyone is pressuring you about something you are uncomfortable with here. The purpose of this site, besides entertainment in various forms, is finding kindred spirits, support, and community if you so choose.

Your accident and recovery is a terrible thing to have to go through. I'm helping someone who is recovering from stroke currently, it's so difficult. It's great to hear that you are working hard to live your life to it's best and push yourself. smile
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my st patricks day was good but i barely got any sleep so im probably gonna go to bed soon. but tomorrow im going swimming a long while at my escape! aka the gym!

my week last week started out good and ended shitty. my goal for this week is to have the entire week be balanced awesomeness
itsy:
Balanced awesomeness so far?

Dorky HOT chics unite!
swimforbrighter:
yea lol. i said that cause almost all my days are amazing or feel like one ofd the worst days of my life! but things have been good! how about u?
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so the thing with the guy was shortlived to say the least..

im not a SG well not in the sense that im gonna take beautiful nude artsy pictures for anyone. or any nudes for that matter lol. are all guys on SG shallow? :'(

btw despite a major asshole sadly giving me the creeps , MY ST PATRICKS DAY WAS AWESOME. i went out...
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willy81:
Yes we are all very shallow here! You mean you didn't get the memo about how every guy on SG is shallow!?! tongue
blackheartdown:
I would hope that no guy on here would have an expectation that any female member would do that as a matter of course. But the web is full of creeps (the bad kind). Don't give up, there are plenty of nice members on SG, you just need to be a little careful and watch out for predators.
Glad you had a good St. Pats. smile
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IM REALLY EXCITED! i met the most amazing guy. hes eerything i want and im excited to see whats next!

im already falling and it puts a gooey happy warm fuzzy over everything right now lol. im a pretty big nerd.

other than that im spending a large chunk of my time at the gym which also makes my days brighter. it feels good to...
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blackheartdown:
Happy to hear your success on the guy front!
BTW you're tiring me out with all this gym talk, I'm gonna lie down and take a positive energy infused nap. smile