swimforbrighter

hello all. i appreciate your comments, text messages and kind words. its only a matter of time til she passes and they are bringing her home to spend time with her family and get to pass on in the home shes been in for 52 years. im all cried out and im watching boondock saints cause im super fucked up in the head and it makes me happy and peaceful

stress is really bad for me from having strokes and ive also been feeling nauseous. i know no one's body responds well to stress but its really dangerous from the past trauma to all of my body. ive taken a lot of precautions with meds to calm my stress levels, blood pressure and extreme anxiety.


please send all of us good vibes and all i want at this point is her to be painless and peaceful.