swimforbrighter

so theres a lot going on. at least it feels like it to me. i got up to talk to drew today! well i woke up and he was still awake lol. and then i came in from my room and found out my nephews are coming and i annoyed cause i thought they werentt so thats an awesome surprise!

ok so i gotta have a talk with you guys! you guys are a lot of my best friends and you guys were my floaties to keep me from going under and drowning. i love you guys forever. ive decided to go back with the guy i thought was gonna be my life partner. in my opinion if you truly love someone you dont just stop loving them. if you want something you go get it.

i love him and please dont say anything i really need, want and believe we're going to make it work this time! please just be happy i got what i wanted. i feel different than before but it feels like its deeper because i went through so much and i loved him the whole time and he ended up falling back in love with me. id give everything and anything to get to wake up next to him everyday for the rest of my life.