i dont know why. maybe its my bipolar. but everyday is either really good or really bad. i really cant (as much as i try) to figure out my triggers. maybe i should just lock myself in my room and listen to the band say anything on blast a long time.
theres a good part of my day. i always try to pick something to brighten any day. but my family is having a cookout and i get to see all them and especially my wonderful light of my life nephews.
i just need to keep my head up. know im lucky and blessed and stop whining and feeling sorry for myself.
it just feels so weird because today didnt seem like it was gonna be a down day but something is just off.. music is so wonderful. i really dont know what id do without my bands
i need to figure our how to move past little things having so much power over my moods! but to tell you the truth ive been trying to do that seriously my whole life..
i need to rise up find a way to shed my insecurities and just realize not everything in my life is gonna spoil and if i sit and wait thinking something is gonna go bad itll be a self fulfilling prophecy.
'dont take it seriously. if you dont take it seriously you never get hurt. you never get hurt you always have fun. and if you ever get lonely go to the music store and visit your friends.'
'dont take life seriously youll never get out of it alive'
'this world can be lovely but isnt it beautiful.'
'the old empty dreams where my thoughts would throng, are far too full of emptiness to hold a song'
'keep dreaming and never give up. always push forward and not care what others say or think. dont depend on anyone but yourself. prove everyone wrong. keep em guessing' - me lol
theres a good part of my day. i always try to pick something to brighten any day. but my family is having a cookout and i get to see all them and especially my wonderful light of my life nephews.
i just need to keep my head up. know im lucky and blessed and stop whining and feeling sorry for myself.
it just feels so weird because today didnt seem like it was gonna be a down day but something is just off.. music is so wonderful. i really dont know what id do without my bands
i need to figure our how to move past little things having so much power over my moods! but to tell you the truth ive been trying to do that seriously my whole life..
i need to rise up find a way to shed my insecurities and just realize not everything in my life is gonna spoil and if i sit and wait thinking something is gonna go bad itll be a self fulfilling prophecy.
'dont take it seriously. if you dont take it seriously you never get hurt. you never get hurt you always have fun. and if you ever get lonely go to the music store and visit your friends.'
'dont take life seriously youll never get out of it alive'
'this world can be lovely but isnt it beautiful.'
'the old empty dreams where my thoughts would throng, are far too full of emptiness to hold a song'
'keep dreaming and never give up. always push forward and not care what others say or think. dont depend on anyone but yourself. prove everyone wrong. keep em guessing' - me lol
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blackheartdown:
I can always find music to lift my mood. Maybe a guy thing, and maybe not your cup o' tea, but the song "Best Day Til' Tomorrow" from the Scot-Canadian celt-punk band The Real MacKenzies usually puts things in perspective for me on off days, if you catch the lyrics.
calvaria:
Whenever I had days like that in my old neighborhood, I would walk down the street to the cemetary and sit under this one tree where I could see the whole place, and every last gravestone. I would listen to what the wind would whisper, and it would soothe my soul as well as quiet the chatter in my brain. For me meditation and silence might be nerve racking at first but it helps me more than music when I'm at my worst moments.