i'm not really all that great at describing myself so ill just skip to how things are these days. all of my days are either completely awful or completely amazing haha i dont know how to get one balanced in between extremes! i believe this is partly from traumatic brain injuries i sustained in a car accident in nov 09. another part because of bipolar disorder and yet another part by the fact that a lot of nights i have a really awful time trying to sleep!
today was a pretty typical day. hung out with my family and was constantly judged by the fact that i have no kids and no husband. in east tennessee at 24 it feels like its a cardinal sin to have common sense and rationality.
i just dont understand why people are in such a hurry to get to all that stuff! i want a menu to choose from and i dont want someone as fucked up by living in east tn as most are!
why cant i just find a guy to have as company? i have a lot of guy friends but id like a little romance!
today was a pretty typical day. hung out with my family and was constantly judged by the fact that i have no kids and no husband. in east tennessee at 24 it feels like its a cardinal sin to have common sense and rationality.
i just dont understand why people are in such a hurry to get to all that stuff! i want a menu to choose from and i dont want someone as fucked up by living in east tn as most are!
why cant i just find a guy to have as company? i have a lot of guy friends but id like a little romance!
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Then there's the stuff I gotta deal with when it comes to the guy friends when I have a female friend over. They don't seem to understand that it's entirely possible to be adults and still play like kids and whatnot without it resorting to sex or something. Hell, my best dates were ones that nothing ever happened and we didn't care. The older you get, though, the harder it is to get a new friend that doesn't think you're coming onto them or is comfortable with the whole innocent cuddle thing because you feel like it.