It's cold as polar bear toe nails here in St. Louis. I am from New Orleans where the coldest if gets in the fall in 60-65 degrees. It' 40 degrees outside my apartment right now and my heater is not supplying any heat. Besides the cold weather I am bothered by other things such as: not finding a job, not having a home of my own, and not having any friends(not including my SG friends) to hang out with. I find myself drinking alone a lot more than I ever have(hell I'm tipsy right now). Which is due to me always being in the house by myself. I am glad that my daughter will be returning to St. Louis from Cali in a week and four days(yes I'm counting down). Tati is a great influence on me and my lifestyle. When my daughter is present I do not drink nor do I have the desire to drink. She keeps me on my toes and when she is awake there is never a dull moment! I have enojoyed the time away from my daughter because Darren and I had so much needed adult time together, but a month is way to long to be away from my Tati. OOOhH!! Darren(my boyfriend) and his band Sic Faist are playing their first show December 17, 2005 at the Music Pit in Wentzville, MO. I am so excited for them. They are a kick ass progressive metal/funk/kick you in the face band that will be huge really fucking soon( so keep your ears opened for Sic Faist). Check out Sic Faist on the web at www.sicfaist.com. Anyway I am tried of typing and I'm sleepy so peace out.