It's going to be my first Thanksgiving without my family and I am very sad. I am going to be spending Thanksgiving with my boyfriends family. Who already have their reservations about me. Now I have to sit at a table with them and their friends and get stared at, whispered about, and asked dumb ass questions for hours(thats fucking great). I love my family and the fact that they love me for me a non-christian/tattooed/vegetarian/nerdy girl 
. I wish that I could afford to go to Cali to at least be with my daughter and my mom tomorrow, but I can't. 
I am stuck here in this cold ass weather with no sense of home except for Darren(when he's not at work) and pictures of my family and memories.
. I wish that I could afford to go to Cali to at least be with my daughter and my mom tomorrow, but I can't. I am stuck here in this cold ass weather with no sense of home except for Darren(when he's not at work) and pictures of my family and memories.
but...
you got the pics, you got the phone, call them all day tomorrow. make it like youre actually sitting next to them, babygirl in your lap. its going to hurt a lil bit, but next year you can look back & remember that its different this time around, & its oh so much sweeter.
as for the stares & shit...become the social butterfly you need to be working at coyote ugly, & watch the haters get some castor oil meds to fuck up their foul mannerisms.
-non christian...your religion is?
-tatted...you heathen, you!
-vegan...how the hell can you be a vegan on thxgiving? you cant eat anything except boiled water & oodles of noodles!
-nerdy girl...sexy assed nerdy tattoed girl! pshtt!