swellgal

Whats shakin everybody? I'm feeling much better and i'm gonna try not to be sucha downer cause that sux! I resucued a kitty cat today her street name is Fat Cat but her house cat name is Gertrude...She is super cute...I put a picture of her iin my photo's ....So look at her and see her in all her cuteness...She sleeps in her carrier but...
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I'm not really looking at myself and saying am i what he says i'm just wondering if other people think that....I'm a worrier and i'm a bit insecure (as everyone can be) and so when somone says something like that to you it's hard not to take a look at yourself...Hopefully that particular gentleman will die a horrible painful death cause he deserves it....I'm just...
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someone called me a fat ass cunt because i told them they were rude...kinda like an oxymoron....however it made me look at myself and wonder how many other people think that....

So i should have mentioned in the last one that the kids are not mine they are my job...I love them but don't want any of my own at this point...I like to be able to give them back at the end of the day....

So i'm feeling a bit better i talked to my sister and synapse and i feel better...i'm still crazy cause well i think everyone is a little crazy but at least i feel better now..
I'm hoping the rest of this week goes quickly...the kids are gonna drive me nuts...two year olds and four year olds can be slightly insane... but i love them anyways

So i feel like crap i'm in a bad mood and can't seem to get out of it and i am unsure as to what the hell to do about everything...i guess i'm feeling overwhelmed..blah...i need to meet some new people i think...anyone on here ever actually meet up...i'm new so i'm not sure..let me know i'd love to meet some of you folk...

So not to sound like one of those bitter people who dates but...Dating sucks...I don't like it, it's fun kinda while you're on the date but then after you just sit around wondering if the person liked you or not...I mean i don't fret about it all day but you just wonder and it's kinda irritating...Why can't people just be straight forward like when you...
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So i've spent all day cleaning and organizing my stuff... Also here are some new pics of me..Taken by my friend Megan...By the way my room and all my stuff looks fabulous!

I'm sitting here at work trying not to gouge my eyes out..Sometimes i love my job other times i just wanna retire...However i think i might have to get a real profession before i can retire..
Anyhoo i'm taking pictures this weekend to put on here hopefully they turn out...Also i posted this on tattoo group but maybe i'll see if any of you know...
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Thanks for everyones helpful hints you guys are awesome...I never thought i'd resort to doing horrible things but i guess i'm way more vindictive than i thought.. So on to better topics i'm looking for someone to maybe go to manray with on friday or saturday if anyone out there is interested.. Looking to get out of thi stupid rut and have a good time...So...
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