didnt do much today.went to work, came home. had a horrible day at work, but whatever. tired, lonely, and tired of not having friends. how do u stop hating the world and start making friends? now that im somewhat social i realize i enjoyed beng alone, in my own world. I hate people, i hate the way they stare at my scars and make me feel ugly.
Im so tired. worked 11 hours. im so tired i actually canceled my fuck date for saturday morning. i rsecheduled for sunday. im in heat but too tired for sex. how ironic is that?
Im so tired. worked 11 hours. im so tired i actually canceled my fuck date for saturday morning. i rsecheduled for sunday. im in heat but too tired for sex. how ironic is that?
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midnite_agent:
I know what you mean, I often feel solitary by nature. I'v always been insular and enigmatic... the friends I have are few and far between and most of the time they got other things going on... But thats because I got a whole situation going on at my own home life... Get out be a freak,,, go out by yourself... dance the night away... disappear for a day or two... get weird!!! those are the things i miss now that i got a trapping situation... Also try the SG holiday party, its going to be in china town i think, its on the 20, click the link on your opening page for details... As for me, i don't know if i'm going yet, I will if i can escape. 
midnite_agent:
oh yeah i'm kinda new too, we can be friends if you like...