well...not much has happened since i last wrote in here. had a nice christmas. so far this weekend has been boring. Not much happened. no wait...something did... on friday jay got out of jail and i have never been so happy to see her. Its great to have her back. later that night we went to some christmas party. it was an ok party but...
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Its Crhistmas!!! Retail holiday season is finally over. OH wait...not for me. Because after christmas comes the after christmas sales and for us thats not it...
then comes the body by victoria event, semi annual sale and of course valentines day. For all you cheap bastards whho cant afford victorias secret bras, panties, sleepwear and ridiculously overpriced lingerie we will be having some great sales...
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then comes the body by victoria event, semi annual sale and of course valentines day. For all you cheap bastards whho cant afford victorias secret bras, panties, sleepwear and ridiculously overpriced lingerie we will be having some great sales...
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I decided on my new years resolution....get drunk more often. Yup.
You see..earlier this year I got into a really bad car accident and almost died. While at the hospital the doctor was shocked at my blood alcohol level. After getting the whole lecture on underage drinking and the penalties, he told me that if i had been sober my body wouldve tensed up and...
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You see..earlier this year I got into a really bad car accident and almost died. While at the hospital the doctor was shocked at my blood alcohol level. After getting the whole lecture on underage drinking and the penalties, he told me that if i had been sober my body wouldve tensed up and...
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drip:
"Yes have a few drinks and you know.. drive home" - oh the wedding singer. A classic. xo
byorecords:
yes, i'm a big proponent of beating women. hahahhahahhaha, kidding! your birthday is the day after mine
today i stepped in dog poop. I had no idea my roommates dog hadnt been walked yet and she pooped in the house. It was gross. YUP! so gross i puked 
then at work i puked some more. Now i cant sleep cuz i still feel nauseous so i shall roam the chat rooms and website.
then at work i puked some more. Now i cant sleep cuz i still feel nauseous so i shall roam the chat rooms and website.these are the days of my miserable life...
i saw my father today. Hadnt seen th bastard in about 6 years. Its weird having a father when u grew up with someone u can barely call a mother.
Anyways, 7 years after getting divorced my parents got back together. The thought of them together as a couple sickens me. My fathers fatally sick but he...
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i saw my father today. Hadnt seen th bastard in about 6 years. Its weird having a father when u grew up with someone u can barely call a mother.
Anyways, 7 years after getting divorced my parents got back together. The thought of them together as a couple sickens me. My fathers fatally sick but he...
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so tired...so very tired. sick too. went to some party with my roommate last nite. it was all right although felt really uncomfortable at 1st. I was the only hispanic person and probably the only one there who was from L.A. Once i loosened up i started talking to some cute guy whose name i cant remember. I kept calling him Kelso cuz he looked...
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vm:
So where were you, if not LA?
sweettarts:
reply to vm ... the party was in venice, calif.
just got back from work and saw some comments people made. I m not hating on all black people nor wetbacks but i know i really hate busting my ass off get out of this life, to prove im not a typical "mexican", nor a typical product of L.A.'s worst ghettos but it suks to come home and see some idiot making obscene comments at...
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ops..i accidently deleted one of my friends. slowhands or someyhing like that was the name. sorry mr.
anyway....i still hate the world but this morning after talking to my sister i realize i hate my family even more. theyre so depressing. did i do something in a past life and am now being punished? my life suks. i overdrafted by like 100 buks and im...
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anyway....i still hate the world but this morning after talking to my sister i realize i hate my family even more. theyre so depressing. did i do something in a past life and am now being punished? my life suks. i overdrafted by like 100 buks and im...
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bob_dobalina:
that's an awfully closed-minded thing to write for someone who claims that ignorance and racism makes them sad 
vm:
Hm, I really have to wonder how that was meant (even though I know how it SOUNDS).. heh.. while it might not be PC to say so, you can kind of say more if you are in the same group, and I have no way of telling that from here. Heh, I'm just remembering the classic Chris Rock bit, "I love black people, but I HATE niggers!" - heh.
Of course, I'm white, and knowing saying such things would be very out of place. lol - I'm not defending it, just offering a possible explenation for someone who hates racism to be saying things like that.
PS: Before you get any wrong ideas, I'm extremely pro-equality for everyone and do not endorse any negative behavior- I guess we'll just have to see what she writes back. lol
Of course, I'm white, and knowing saying such things would be very out of place. lol - I'm not defending it, just offering a possible explenation for someone who hates racism to be saying things like that.
PS: Before you get any wrong ideas, I'm extremely pro-equality for everyone and do not endorse any negative behavior- I guess we'll just have to see what she writes back. lol
didnt do much today.went to work, came home. had a horrible day at work, but whatever. tired, lonely, and tired of not having friends. how do u stop hating the world and start making friends? now that im somewhat social i realize i enjoyed beng alone, in my own world. I hate people, i hate the way they stare at my scars and make me...
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midnite_agent:
I know what you mean, I often feel solitary by nature. I'v always been insular and enigmatic... the friends I have are few and far between and most of the time they got other things going on... But thats because I got a whole situation going on at my own home life... Get out be a freak,,, go out by yourself... dance the night away... disappear for a day or two... get weird!!! those are the things i miss now that i got a trapping situation... Also try the SG holiday party, its going to be in china town i think, its on the 20, click the link on your opening page for details... As for me, i don't know if i'm going yet, I will if i can escape. 
midnite_agent:
oh yeah i'm kinda new too, we can be friends if you like...
12-7-2003 thursday
my first entry ever.
Still checking out the site to form my opinion on it. Most people in the chat rooms have been nice to me. Im almost temted to apply but all those girls have such perfect skin that I bow my head in shame when i look at my legs and right shoulder. I dont intend to post up a picture...
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my first entry ever.
Still checking out the site to form my opinion on it. Most people in the chat rooms have been nice to me. Im almost temted to apply but all those girls have such perfect skin that I bow my head in shame when i look at my legs and right shoulder. I dont intend to post up a picture...
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godlessnerd:
Welcome to the site... I think most of the girls only have perfect skin due to lighting and photoshop... but what do i know right? 
hehe... have fun today. MUAH!
hehe... have fun today. MUAH!
do you have any pics?