sweetsunking

Life is fucking crazy. How do I end up with half a dozen girls interested in me. Two of which we fool around one of which we do more. Another is so reduculously hOt and Venezuelan I can't resist her for a moment. Another that called me out on being manipulative, which I do t mean to be, but I am in a very flirtatious way. And I can't figure out what to do.

Yeeargh!! I just fucked up the sweet little fling that would have resulted in tree sex and canoe sex and sex in an random place we please. Yet I couldn't express love and the sex was not as satisfying as when I am feeling love. Even if I'm not "in love" yet I do love whom I'm with then it's great sex! Fucking emotions and energy links between chakras. I'm tired of this shit sometimes. I wish I could just love all the ladies I know.

Modesty aside I can be a fantastic lover. I fucking love cunnilingus and can eat a peach for hours. I don't even request reciprocation, it's nice, but I love to get a woman's fire burning and her waters boiling. Nothing like a women who's already popped of a big O and is hungry for more. Oh Goddess grant me what ever I need to not go crazy right now.

WTF is going on that I feel compelled to deny these women my healing loving? It's good for both of us. But the. There is jealousy and that bs. I am too nuts with two nuts a cock and sexy brain and body that is totally confused with myself. Plus my actions are hurting people. This is reduculously difficult to navigate.

Thanks for reading I'm going to bang my head against a tree now.