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so I slept and I still feel like the guy in the movie mask. why? frown frown frown
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miguelitooooo:
you haven't smashed the state yet, gorgeous?!!!
morranimal:
There's nothing wrong with feeling like the guy in The Mask, is there? After all, he got to bone cameron diaz, didn't he? It can't be all that bad... unless you're talking about "the son of the mask"... in which case, well... you're beyond hope...
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I don't know why but I feel so ugly today
all I want to do is sleep the feeling away.

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miguelitooooo:
sleeping is my favorite way to "deal" with depressed feelings. for the record of course, you're feeling ugly is completely off base but it's the goddamn patriarchicacal fucked up corporate world that has you feeling that way in the first place so, like, smash the state, and stuff!!!
morranimal:
sleeping doesn't sound like such a bad idea... though make sure you don't fall asleep on a textured (e.g. corduroy) pillow... no one, and i mean no one, looks good with corduroy face...
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quick update...

turpentine smells worse than I remember, but its cheaper by volume than that turpenoid stuff.

I posed for pics this weekend. rotting wood, decayed floors, picture frames composed of old smoke forming a quilt of filth on the moldy walls, it was a ton of fun!
can't wait to see how they came out.

I'll be visiting the ink shrink this week to...
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miguelitooooo:
you were watching the svankmajer faust i am guessing?

ummm, puppet sex? not fo rme, baby.
hungarian:
sounds adventurous. different plans with all sorts of new experiences.

when i was younger, i was an avid reader. i had a lot of books i was trying to read at once. a desk with books piled high in the study with book marks in each one. so my father told me,"don't try and take it all in with one breath". reading one at a time was best.
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Budoir Bar Chicks in Lingerie and Vintage Lingerie Yard Sale

Address:
273 Smith Street, Carroll Gardens, Brooklyn NY 11231

Phone:
tel: 718.624.8878, fax: 718.403.9250

"Yes, our bartenders wear vintage lingerie and silk pajamas. Anyone emulating us gets a free drink without question." biggrin
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chai:
wink ahhhh.... no i understand, its not ur own thing but u like it smile u have to know, that my english isnt the best... and i have sometimes big troubles to understand jpournal entries, comments and so on... but im on tha way to get better and better and better smile

thanks also for the compliment about my pic .... wink

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chai:
my mother tongue is german smile jjaaa deutsch! smile u can a lil bit german? smile

of course you can do a painting... wink i love every kind of art! smile are u going on a art-collee or something like that? lamb makes wonderful art too....

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Today i am writing as I would in my personal journal. I need to get this out and I don't care who sees it. I welcome strangers eyes to this and maybe some mute someone will see this and feel less alone.

for some time now I have been feeling alone, every week since we have been married I have seen and been with my...
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starryeyed:
Anything Massive Attack, Portishead.
I keep things hidden for the most part, but that can be really hard on you. Have you talked to him about it. It seems like you really care about each other. I'm sure he would really want to know how you're feeling!

Take Care. kiss
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do you have any guilty pleasures ?

do tell, I listen well
morranimal:
here's mine:
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papawheelie:
good answer sister. seriously.
papawheelie:
well if you're ever out this way we'll take you on a local burlesque tour...

"practice random funk and senseless disco moves"
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morranimal:
My cloven hooves... maybe my forked tongue
miguelitooooo:
awesome advice, and you are right! no need to apologize for dissing the male ego either -- i know what i's like and how retarded it is! i have one!!! hah. i often liken my ego to a gigantic hot air balloon wih a large tear in it -- it needs a constant supply of hot air...
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miguelitooooo:
glad yr feeling better !!!
fatality:
I would keep myself as I am. However, not in the cheesy way, just in the way that I'd stay like this as I aged. Okay, maybe that would be creepy.