I could use some help from the gentile reader on this...
I STILL need help with this one...any advice or words of wisdom or previous experience would be greatly appreciated. Thank you XOXXXX
I have this friend will call him RN... hee hee Registered Nurse... ... tangent, sorreee..
RN and I were very,V. Close. Totally PLatonic, RN happens to be same sex oriented, We shared a very close and (what i thought was V meaningful ) friendship.. I shared things with RN, secrets and inner most feelings and thoughts...trusted in RN deeply.. Let myself trust RN was a BIG,HUGE step for me...but RN assured me it would be ok to let him in.
RN professed the same unearthly bond to me on his side... I went so far as creating an entire body of work around him, as an expression and symbol of my joy and happiness that I had finally found such a "pure, meaningful, healthy, even godly" new friendship.
PLEASE NOTE:I Dont Have V.V. ClosE FriEnds..., they do not exsist in my life anymore, save for my husband and my mother.... I Don't TruST people, friends, enough for me to let my guard down and let them in, into where they might do damage, where they might be able to really hurt me, I HAPPENED TO LET THIS PERSON IN, I thought now was the time to start trusting again.
END NOTE:
back to the story:
RN lived V. Close to me for a very LonG time.
Recently, Suddenly, without word, or warning RN moved, left, vanished, without a trace... I did my utmost for about 2 months to find RN again and I finally was able to correspond...
RN is now within reach, RN professed his platonic & undying love for me.
RN desires to be visited, called, remain bosom friends with me ...
RN has not revealed where he lives, who he is with, what his new phone number is, BUT IS EXPECTING A VISIT FROM ME the seemingly closest friend in the world ?!!
My question for you is how do I respond to this?
PinkAddiCTiOn
I STILL need help with this one...any advice or words of wisdom or previous experience would be greatly appreciated. Thank you XOXXXX
I have this friend will call him RN... hee hee Registered Nurse... ... tangent, sorreee..
RN and I were very,V. Close. Totally PLatonic, RN happens to be same sex oriented, We shared a very close and (what i thought was V meaningful ) friendship.. I shared things with RN, secrets and inner most feelings and thoughts...trusted in RN deeply.. Let myself trust RN was a BIG,HUGE step for me...but RN assured me it would be ok to let him in.
RN professed the same unearthly bond to me on his side... I went so far as creating an entire body of work around him, as an expression and symbol of my joy and happiness that I had finally found such a "pure, meaningful, healthy, even godly" new friendship.
PLEASE NOTE:I Dont Have V.V. ClosE FriEnds..., they do not exsist in my life anymore, save for my husband and my mother.... I Don't TruST people, friends, enough for me to let my guard down and let them in, into where they might do damage, where they might be able to really hurt me, I HAPPENED TO LET THIS PERSON IN, I thought now was the time to start trusting again.
END NOTE:
back to the story:
RN lived V. Close to me for a very LonG time.
Recently, Suddenly, without word, or warning RN moved, left, vanished, without a trace... I did my utmost for about 2 months to find RN again and I finally was able to correspond...
RN is now within reach, RN professed his platonic & undying love for me.
RN desires to be visited, called, remain bosom friends with me ...
RN has not revealed where he lives, who he is with, what his new phone number is, BUT IS EXPECTING A VISIT FROM ME the seemingly closest friend in the world ?!!
My question for you is how do I respond to this?
PinkAddiCTiOn
so, what i mean to say is, go where ever the wind takes you.
shity advice i know
but your the one whos going to figure it out
dispite what we say