sweetroisindubh

ugh.
i may be a hopeless romantic,
but i've come to a realization tonight,
i'm burnt out as fuck, i've been up for way too long.
saturday night, multiple drugs went up my nose, and a couple went to my stomach, one went to my lungs.
i got 4 hours of sleep.
i'm a college student, so earlier tonight, i did my homework and studied,
only to realize, if i went to bed, i was not getting up for class at 10, and possibly not for the one at two.

so, me and two friends decided to stay up all night.
one guy passed out, but i've got a lot of ephedrine and caffeine running through my veins.
im thinkin' i'll make it through classes, then i'll probably crash and pass out wherever i hit the ground.
hopefully my bed.

i doubt i'll wake up till tuesday afternoon. a full 24 hour sleep? done it before.

but in htese many early morning hours of not sleeping,
i've come to realize what my one true weakness is, my fatal addiction...
it's not the coke (even though the white lady is sooo good to me in those rare occasions i see her) its not teh cigs (which i'm trying to give up anyways) and its not alcohol, weed, or hallucinogens.
its women.
what an absolutely fantastic realization.
my addiction is females.
what can you possibly do about that?
i'm kind of a flirt, but i'm not a promiscuous type of flirt, and i'm definitely not a slut by any standards (prolly more of the opposite),
but it's like, the female presence has to be there, i guess i just really enjoy that kind of connection that you can have with a really cool girl, as opposed to any of my guy friends. i mean, i guess i'm sort of a romance junkie.
oh well, i guess it happens all the time, right? i'm done ranting now; so it goes...