sweetness07

The stress of work, school, and my relationship w/ robert has never weighed heavier on me. Every little thing is just eating at me. I have a 3 tests this week and haven't studied at all. I've been sleeping to escape the worries. I'm sure they are still going maybe even more intensly, but at least I'm unaware of it. I'm fixing to enter my senior year at school and have no idea how to jump start my career. As soon as I graduated I will also have the instant debt of my student loans. I'm doing very well at work. I keep getting promotions and am fixing to start my upper management training this week. Retail is stressful enough w/o being the go to girl. Then I come home....things were going so well. I don't know what happened. I've been through a lot in past relationships and wasn't even sure if I would truly give anyone a chance. But Robert was very patient w/ me and stuck out the rough times. I tested him on a daily basis. I let my guard down and opened up to the experience. I've never had any trouble keeping my bfs attention. Usually I feel suffocated by all the attention. This time was different. I know we have busy schedules but we have to learn to make adjustments, to make time for one another. I have no one to talk to. I hate talking it out because it only brings out more questions. No one gives me suggestions or answers. I hate someone saying "it'll be okay". Tell me how! I need to find something to relieve the stress, something therapeutic.