sweetnepenthe

seeing how i have managed to write a new blog EVERY FUCKING DAY for the past week, why stop now?
My parents and sister will be coming to Madison for Turkey Day, because I can't drive home. Too expensive, and not enough time. So... that will be nice (: It's been a while since the 4 of us have had time together.
today is going...
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i want jason statham's ass.
in my bed.
NOW DAMMIT.
( yes he is shorter than me.... maybe i can make an exception? )

Chev Chelios is ALIVE! Ok i don't think anyone cares... BUT.... (and this is no breaking news, i just overheard people talking about it)
crank 2: high voltage is in the works. can it really get any better than the fuck-her-in-the-street...
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must make new blog to make up for the crazy emotional bullshit of the other one....


working on a new painting. pages are from a 1905 edition of "Thus Spake Zarathustra" by Nietzsche. The random shit on the right side of the painting with no pages will eventually be painted over. And the theme is indeed going to be SATAN. and SIN. And the sheep...
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I hate self-discovery...
I'm addicted to love. To sex, to passion, to relationships.
In high school I was a severe masochist. And I don't mean the "I hate my pathetic life, I'm going to cut my arms and see if someone will notice and give me the attention I justly deserve". My scars are well hidden, even in the skimpiest of clothes. And many were...
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PLEASE watch this! Take ten minutes out of your "busy" lives, ten minutes you most likely would spend doing something non-productive and pointless, and watch this. It is about the North American Union. Haven't heard of it? Well stop getting your news from the goddamned television and you just might learn something.


Seriously, this is an extremely well worded, simple, yet descriptive explanation of how...
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a song without words brings with it emotions I am never able to comprehend. Emotions I cannot find words for, cannot find meaning for, and most certainly will never be able to explain to another person.

all I want to do is make sense of my mind, make sense of all my dreams and desires. I rest my hands on the piano, I pick up...
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didn't get to record last night, long story short the guy had to go out of town and stuff.

and i sit here asking myself: why do people think mind altering substances are bad? all i ever do is shit like this:





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went to the Mushroomhead show last night. it. fucking. rocked. i was actually more excited to see Psyclon Nine. and sure enough, they had a better set than Mushroomhead

i drank A LOT there, which never would have happened if i wasn't such a regular at the place. but nevertheless, i had a great time! got to meet some of the bands. Sevin from Psyclon...
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my newest creation. spawned from a night of boredom, and of course the munchies.