sweetnepenthe

i'm back home hospital stay was hell. literally, one of the worst so far. and this is the first time i've had to do it all on my own. my first day back from the hospital, all alone. and i can barely walk. so it's kind of tough just getting from one room to another, let alone trying to get any shit done around here....
yes i'm complaining. i'm a bitch like that....
now for the good news... i'm getting my tattoo completed on the 27th. it's going to be an all day thing, so... ouch... but... i'm so excited
still no word on my status with school... or work for that matter. i've been so worried about whether or not i'm healthy enough to function as a normal human being, i haven't given any thought to work or anything else....

to be totally honest, i'm scared shitless. i'm not sure if i am ever going to be able to be as independent as i want to be. not when i can't even leave my own apartment without passing out.



fun pictures of some of my now broken veins....