thank you again for everyone who reads these ridiculous blogs of mine! i know i don't always reply back, but i really do appreciate it 
hugs for you all. now if only my madison friends were as sweet as my SG friends!!
last night i went to his house again. and drank an entire bottle of Mamertino in half an hour. and i drank half a bottle of cherry schnapps, and a few other random drinks. and took a few bong hits before bed. so by the end of the night i was pretty fucked up, as usual. so me and him go back to his room to lie down and watch tv and go to bed, as usual. and we cuddled all night long. and it was heaven.
but we had sex. and i don't think i would have done that if i were sober. now i'm worried that it's going to be awkward between us. especially since i *sort of* like him. i love sex. don't get me wrong. but i only love it when it's with the right person. and i almost NEVER have sex with someone unless we are dating. or its a one night fling (which doesn't happen much). so, this is either a one-time only thing, or i have to figure out what i want from him and let him know before things get weird...
i'm jsut worried that things between us won't really be the same again because we had sex. and i KNOW i'm worrying way too m
OMG CUTE SQUIRREL OUTSIDE MY WINDOW! eek! he just looked inside my room! aaww..
sorry, erm.. what?
oh, so i know i'm worrying way too much about this. and the action of worrying will probably be the reason things get weird between us.
am i the only only that thinks having sex with a friend changes the friendship?
hugs for you all. now if only my madison friends were as sweet as my SG friends!!
last night i went to his house again. and drank an entire bottle of Mamertino in half an hour. and i drank half a bottle of cherry schnapps, and a few other random drinks. and took a few bong hits before bed. so by the end of the night i was pretty fucked up, as usual. so me and him go back to his room to lie down and watch tv and go to bed, as usual. and we cuddled all night long. and it was heaven.
but we had sex. and i don't think i would have done that if i were sober. now i'm worried that it's going to be awkward between us. especially since i *sort of* like him. i love sex. don't get me wrong. but i only love it when it's with the right person. and i almost NEVER have sex with someone unless we are dating. or its a one night fling (which doesn't happen much). so, this is either a one-time only thing, or i have to figure out what i want from him and let him know before things get weird...
i'm jsut worried that things between us won't really be the same again because we had sex. and i KNOW i'm worrying way too m
OMG CUTE SQUIRREL OUTSIDE MY WINDOW! eek! he just looked inside my room! aaww..
sorry, erm.. what?
oh, so i know i'm worrying way too much about this. and the action of worrying will probably be the reason things get weird between us.
am i the only only that thinks having sex with a friend changes the friendship?
rookin:
i try and read your posts whenever i can get SG working. which is rare x
cyureus:
Depends... there's so many factors.. but remember... CHOPIN PWNS!!