sweetnepenthe

i decided that i'm giving myself two months. two months to figure out what to do about this relationship stuff. i graduate in less than two months. and i think as soon as i graduate i will be able to make a better decision. and within these two months hopefully i will figure out what i'm really feeling.


i think the biggest issue i have right now is the fact that i'm not good enough for him. and i'm so afraid he'll figure that out when i meet him...