sweetnepenthe

so a sort-of acquantence, sort-of friend and I excchanged numbers at the bar two nights ago after a really awesome convo and stuff. me and him have only talked when we see each other at the bar, and so i'm not sure if it would be weird to text him or anything. i kind of hit on him and didn't hide it too well.... so...
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shiver me timbers!
last night at the show i ended up talking to a roommate of that guy i was sorta seeing. we had a really good convo. and, prepare to roll your eyes.... i kind of have a lil crush on the guy now.....
ridiculous, isn't it?

i look like a trainwreck. fucking hangovers. i could pass for a pretty bitchin' clown though, don't...
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my new piercings: (yes, as in.. multiple ones)

nose, left and right lip (i've had the center one for about 5 years)

the guy who pierced me.. um.... yea... such a sweety, and really funny and cute. i'd like to say he was flirting with me, but i'm sure he was just being nice he was joking about how my lips are so thin that...
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i might go get pierced today.

i'm feeling spontaneous.

p.s. metal show at the Klinic tonight! WOOHOO!!! nothing like a damn good live show on a day that only comes once every 4 years. how special

i was gonna post this rant i typed up yesterday. but i don't feel like it. i'm too happy right now for a sad post.
last night a little after midnight, HE called me. He was totally wasted.... and I still came over. Why? Because I am a nice person, and he wanted to "hang out", so I was like, why not? his idea of...
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I am sick. From drinking too much. From the disease. From breathing this disgusting air. I've been dirt and I don't care. Hey baby, can you bleed like me?
So last night I went to a party at a friend's place. Pretty small just our little circle of 4 friends, and 2 guests that were visiting from Australia. So we rented Superbad and got trashed....
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Isn't it funny how a simple smile can be so contagious? I saw someone's smile tonight. And they weren't even smiling at me. They were just smiling. (Something I don't see much these days. People think they need a reason to smile.) I honestly couldn't help but smile as well. And I look pretty ridiculous when I smile. But anyway, I just think it's so...
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just saw previews for the hellboy 2 movie. looks awesome! and to make it even better, they used a rammstein song in the preview. so... double awesome!

i found some old "love letters" i had from high school. it's amazing how blind a person can become after falling in love. i wasn't even oblivious to the fact. i knew how little i saw. but i...
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i'll be outta town til sunday night, or monday morning..no internet connection. sorry to those of you who sent me messages that i havent replied to. it's gonna be a while...

im on my break right now, heading back to work in a minute though. this has been such a frustrating day at work. and it's only halfway done...

and right after work i have...
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I noticed a disturbing trend today. It has to deal with the whole credit cards thing Buy now, pay later. Get this beautiful bedroom set and pay nothing until 2009! Well why not just do this. Don't fucking buy it unless you can pay for it up front. You never know where you will be in 2009. You could be a homeless drug addict. But...
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Thank you all for the birthday wishes. I would thank you all individually but I don't have the time.
Playing my piano or my violin, even singing.... all of this is causing me so much frustration. And I haven't found the inspiration to finish my latest painting. (And I'm not willing to make such a mess working on it again....) I live for these creative...
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After reading several comments on my recent blogs, I sat down for a good while and just thought about everything going on right now. I've been searching for answers for so long, and I've finally got a few!

I am not desperate for a relationship with someone. I'm not actively looking for someone to date. Hell it's been over 7 months and I must say...
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