sweetnepenthe

didn't get to record last night, long story short the guy had to go out of town and stuff.

and i sit here asking myself: why do people think mind altering substances are bad? all i ever do is shit like this:





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went to the Mushroomhead show last night. it. fucking. rocked. i was actually more excited to see Psyclon Nine. and sure enough, they had a better set than Mushroomhead

i drank A LOT there, which never would have happened if i wasn't such a regular at the place. but nevertheless, i had a great time! got to meet some of the bands. Sevin from Psyclon...
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my newest creation. spawned from a night of boredom, and of course the munchies.

not much to say about my trip home. saw my parents, helped my dad with a song he is working on, had treatment (it went well) and enjoyed a few days of rest, which i needed more than i thought.
instead of blabbing on and on for paragraphs, here are some pictures i took while sitting around the house i grew up in. this house,...
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GO HERE NOW:

http://www.teampuscifer.com/midnight

you won't regret it. if you do, fuck you.

p.s. i'm going home tomorrow at like 6 a.m. and i will be in and out of the hospital until wednesday morning. i probably won't get much of a chance to go online
wish me luck! i'm so fucking relieved to FINALLY be getting treatment after three long months overdue. hope everyone...
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this is how (un)productive i was today:

(oh and a fair warning: i've only been playing this song on the video for less than a week. i screw up tons of notes. i'm only human. don't fucking tell me i fucked up or i'll e-beat the shit out of you. that's right, i'll fuck you up OVER THE INTERNET!

and i posted this not because...
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my wonderful weekend was spend in Oshkosh at the university. I was with one of my best friends, and we went to two haunted houses, both of which were pretty fucking awesome. we went to a HUGE graveyard after the last haunted house, sometime around 1 a.m. i think. it was so fun! got a few pics from the weekend:

we rocked the campus hardcore.......
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can't sleep!
got a call at 2 a.m. and haven't been able to shut my brain of since
so i looked through my old photos and found a few of me back when i .... had short hair, was drunk, and one or two of me taken during my senior year of high school when i was still extremely sick. and i'm going to be...
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