worst
hangover
ever
....
and i've got some wicked bruises to top it off.
didn't go to work today, once i drove home (i crashed at a friends place. woke up in his arms. AwKwArd!) i slid into bed and didn't move for..... about 8 hours. except to puke.
i need to cut back on the drinking. my liver must hate me......
anybody wanna send...
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hangover
ever
....
and i've got some wicked bruises to top it off.
didn't go to work today, once i drove home (i crashed at a friends place. woke up in his arms. AwKwArd!) i slid into bed and didn't move for..... about 8 hours. except to puke.
i need to cut back on the drinking. my liver must hate me......
anybody wanna send...
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ok i had a mean thing posted a little bit ago so i'm deleting that and writing this instead...
I've ripped a hole through skin and bone, and deep inside I find more and more decay. I pick at the scabs, rip away the scars, tear away every sickening piece that reminds me of my mortality. My mediocrity. And deeper still, I find more skin,...
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I've ripped a hole through skin and bone, and deep inside I find more and more decay. I pick at the scabs, rip away the scars, tear away every sickening piece that reminds me of my mortality. My mediocrity. And deeper still, I find more skin,...
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cyureus:
*stands behind you* O.O;
the_boss:
Your face!
cyureus:
hope you got music for this, cuz i wanna hear it.
posting new song on my myspace page.
i recorded a piano-only version of "Hurt" by NIN. I did it in Reason, so I haven't put any vocals to the song yet. And I did this recording about 10 minutes ago, so I didn't do much of any editing, it's all just done in one take. And sorry to any hardcore NIN fans, I might have...
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i recorded a piano-only version of "Hurt" by NIN. I did it in Reason, so I haven't put any vocals to the song yet. And I did this recording about 10 minutes ago, so I didn't do much of any editing, it's all just done in one take. And sorry to any hardcore NIN fans, I might have...
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cyureus:
that sounds pretty fecking good hon. i can't wait for lyrics.
rookin:
i love that song and i love your version. x x x x x x
*gives you 'well done' hugs*
*gives you 'well done' hugs*
new idea for a song to put on the demo!
"Hurt" by NIN. strictly piano. possibly some violin in the background, but i am not quite sure yet.
shouldn't take me too long to figure out how to play it. listen to the song a few times to get the right notes.
thank goodness for playing by ear.
i'll post a video maybe? not today...
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"Hurt" by NIN. strictly piano. possibly some violin in the background, but i am not quite sure yet.
shouldn't take me too long to figure out how to play it. listen to the song a few times to get the right notes.
thank goodness for playing by ear.
i'll post a video maybe? not today...
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sweeneytodd:
Wish I could play by ear -- always envied people who could do that.
sweeneytodd:
my roommate in college could play anything on the guitar, after only hearing it once or twice...and then he started picking up the piano. We regarded him with equal measures of awe and resentment. 
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sweeneytodd:
Cute coat -- hey, at least the lining is black. 
kmat:
Hott!
oh god.
i'm drunk
and it's not even 7:00 p.m.
cheap wine ftw!!!!
nothing puts a cheesy grin on my face better than some wine and cherry schnapps
the world will go down the drain the MINUTE i turn 21. Less than one year and three months to go. being an alcoholic at 19 has never felt so fucking awesome. *i'll regret that statement the...
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i'm drunk
and it's not even 7:00 p.m.
cheap wine ftw!!!!
nothing puts a cheesy grin on my face better than some wine and cherry schnapps
the world will go down the drain the MINUTE i turn 21. Less than one year and three months to go. being an alcoholic at 19 has never felt so fucking awesome. *i'll regret that statement the...
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sweetnepenthe:
WHAT THE FUCK?!
i'm such a dork....
i'm such a dork....
greggster:
i was totally still watchin....you are a goob...bwahahahaha love it!
the_boss:
Mmmm ribs... *Drools*
run, desire, run
this sexual being
run him like a blade
to and through the heart
no conscience
one motive to cater to the hollow
screaming feed me here
fill me up again
temporarily pacify this hungering
so grow libido throw
dominoes of indiscretion down
falling all around in cycles, circles
constantly consuming conquer and devour
it's time to bring the fire down
bridle all...
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this sexual being
run him like a blade
to and through the heart
no conscience
one motive to cater to the hollow
screaming feed me here
fill me up again
temporarily pacify this hungering
so grow libido throw
dominoes of indiscretion down
falling all around in cycles, circles
constantly consuming conquer and devour
it's time to bring the fire down
bridle all...
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mennyo:
APC rules 
the_boss:
Dooooooooooooood!
Lemme know whatcha doin these days!
Dooooooooooooood!
Lemme know whatcha doin these days!
i'd say happy thanksgiving, but there's no point. everyone says that.
and to be honest, i think this holiday is all about mindless sheep stuffing their faces just before all the department stores open for their 20% off sales, which really aren't saving you money, just fooling you in to thinking you are. You buy more because it's on sale, but in the end you...
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and to be honest, i think this holiday is all about mindless sheep stuffing their faces just before all the department stores open for their 20% off sales, which really aren't saving you money, just fooling you in to thinking you are. You buy more because it's on sale, but in the end you...
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the_boss:
This is a chance for me to get fatter how dare you! Take my food away will you! 
See you soon?
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revolutionary:
innntresting
clementine:
Dammit! We live so far away! But if you are ever in NYC..
I refuse to allow myself a moment's happiness without first treading a sea of self-hatred.
It may sound absurd, but it works.
And my god is it perfect...
I must rise above and not succumb to the torturous bliss bestowed upon an addicted soul.
I have no idea how to do that alone. I am so independent. Ever since I got sick I've been dealing...
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It may sound absurd, but it works.
And my god is it perfect...
I must rise above and not succumb to the torturous bliss bestowed upon an addicted soul.
I have no idea how to do that alone. I am so independent. Ever since I got sick I've been dealing...
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revolutionary:
I know those thoughts all too well some days.
kirin_ka:
Move to California, I've got all the love and support you need. 
I do the same thing with addictions. I try to find something better for me to take place of an old addiction. Even though I play video games all the time I'm not smoking anymore, and to me that is a positive.
I do the same thing with addictions. I try to find something better for me to take place of an old addiction. Even though I play video games all the time I'm not smoking anymore, and to me that is a positive.
Blank haha