Friday Jan 04, 2008

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I want you to lead me
Take me somewhere
Don't want to live in a dream one more day

Sure if we change our perspective
I'm certain I would change today
I'm certain it will change our ways
would things fall into place?

if only he knew.... <3
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have a good weekend everybody. i send my love to you all smile
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darthme:
Now make sure you don't go breaking your resolutions wink
rookin:
*waves* im always online... you need to be on when i am... tongue

Thursday Jan 03, 2008

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just when i think i'm a cold-hearted bitch, i find myself crying for half of an hour in my car driving home.
i don't know why i let myself believe that i'm worthy of something so ... fuck i don't even know. wonderful? i can't think of a decent word. my mind is a mashed potato spewing pathetic hopes and dreams my way.
The person...
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cyureus:
frown *hugs* i not sure what this one is about, but i can still give really good hugs without knowing. and sometimes not knowing is better..
lusteye:
Oh darling. I love you. *hug*

Wednesday Jan 02, 2008

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catch me lucky charms!

hope you all had a fun and safe New Years!

i went to the NYE bash in kenosha. it was so fun! my dig. cam is broken, but i'm sure some other people from the party will post pics. so when they do, i'll steal and re-post them biggrin

btw i REALLY love Lucky Charms.
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the_boss:
It's a blur...
cyureus:
Lucky Charms FTW! Sorry i didn't really talk to you the other day. i was kinda nervous... don't ask me about what. but it was good to see you in person biggrin Happy New Year

Saturday Dec 29, 2007

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last minute errands! bah! driving me crazy, but it'll be worth it once i can finally check off the last of the shit on my list!

NYE chatters party in kenosha is fast approaching, i am so excited! it's the driving that is gonna blow... 2 hours isn't bad, as long as there isn't any snow. my car looks pretty, but it sure as fuck...
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lucabrasi:
happy new yearsmile
snarky:
miao!! miao!! miao!! miao!!

Friday Dec 28, 2007

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i posted lyrics.
i changed my mind...
tonight is hell. i can't stop thinking. so much to do. i made my bed 4 times in the last 2 hours. i took all the dishes out of the cupboards and washed them. i scrubbed the bathtub until the fumes from the cleaner made me puke. i dusted and alphabetized the 200-or so books i have, only...
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cyureus:
Everything okay?
katya:
sometimes writing down what that is bothering you can be helpful
feel better sweetie kiss

Friday Dec 28, 2007

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i had a great time visiting my parents and sister for the holidays. i'm still a little frustrated that my mom is trying to hook me up with her boss's son. and her boss is her pastor, so... the pastor's son. haha.... crazy....

my mom loved all the books i got her, she even read through one of them in two days. my dad was...
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wyldewolfe:
glad you had a good time
revolutionary:
<3

Saturday Dec 22, 2007

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_interrobang_:
Dude!

That is as awesome frickin' shirt. What kinda mountains do I have to move to get you to make one for men that I can buy off you?
lusteye:
Awesome Shirt love.! Merry Christmas!! There has got to be some way I can see you after new year when I'm back home. kiss

Friday Dec 21, 2007

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went out to the bar last night around midnight. had a fucking great time with some friends i don't get to hang out with much outside of school. and HE was there again. and we had sex. again. so that settles it. i am a fucktard.

in other news... me and my sister had a good time, aside from a little argument that stems from...
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wyldewolfe:
you are not a fucktard
great pictures and you both got the looks
elgeneral:
I don't know about her having all of the looks. You are just as hot if not hotter and you have a banging body.

Oh yeah and by the way if you want another bar to get into, and have a good time, I work as a bouncer/doorman at The Vintage now so just let me know and I will get you in if I am working.

Thursday Dec 20, 2007

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my sister is visiting me! she's going to come to school with me today. which might disrupt the balance of the sausage fest that is my school. the guys are either gonna drool all over her or not even talk to her, fearing she will turn out to be nothing but a dream. hehe

so i got a screening pass to see a movie today...
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wyldewolfe:
good luck with all that
amyisme:
What movie?

Tuesday Dec 18, 2007

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just got the first season of Metalocalype yesterday.
It is a fucking good day.

I could sit here typing out hilarious quotes from the show. and trust me, i ALMOST did. but i have to go to school. ya know, get a fucking degree and whatnot. (graduation is the first week of february! fuck yea!) As kick ass as it will be to have that...
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greggster:
I got tired of waiting and started without you...better high tail it over...haha get it? high tail? hahah i slay me.
theinsomniac:
Hey you! Happy holidays and whatnot. Hope you're doing well.

Sunday Dec 16, 2007

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revolutionary:
The first thing life must teach us and instill in us.

THERE ARE NO RULES.

This is life we live it how we best see fit and what best suits us at the time.

To err is human. It is simply what casts that line that divides us from anything less sentient.

I am glad you are doin good with getting away from the drug thing. That is a huge deal in itself to walk away from. You are not an alky I don't give a shit what anyone tells you. Your therapy for the life that ails you is not simply a shot from a black labeled bottle. You choose to do what you do on your own accord. Don't ever let anyone label you with anything but your own name.

merlina:
i had problems with alcohol......but now...i'm very well..... wink

Saturday Dec 15, 2007

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i slept with him again last night.
so, it's official. i'm a fuck up.
i'd love to say that it was because we were drunk. or that i only did it because sex feels so good. but the truth is, i think i really like him. and i know he doesn't feel the same way. i can't keep having meaningless sex. it disgusts me... i...
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the_boss:
frown
the_boss:
Because I'm EMO with out my FACE!
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