sweetmistake

----- ear infection for two weeks now
- having to go back to the doctor because the first round of anibiotics weren't working
+ not having to get a shot in my ass this time
- the shot in my ass the last time
- getting the same retard doctor
++++ codine cough syrup (sleepyland here i come)
------ nobody giving me a life time supply of that shit
+laying around watching across the universe over and over again
- all the work ive missed

basically, i'm just delaying the inevitable of quitting this job and getting another crappy job that hopefully at least pays more so i can have hope of saving up money and moving. i don't want to be here this time next year. this ear infection is making me so dizzy i'm having a hard time keeping food down, or wanting to eat food at all, and it doesn't seem to be going away any time soon. it's irritating.

"she's the kind of girl you want so much it makes you sorry..." seems to keep echoing in my head. mainly because secretly, i wish constantly for that line to be in someone's head about me. being a romantic at heart sometimes sucks.

oh and messages are messing up on me for some reason, so i'll try and reply to them again when i get back on later.

time to lay down and sing along to this movie as i doze off