sweetiyvie

I need to vent.


My work upped the delivery charge to $1.50 today... I thought I would get the money considering its my car and I pay for gas, but NO. They keep the $$. I still get .80 cents a delivery. Aaand, customers assume that I am getting that money, the $1.50, so they aren't tipping anymore. Sonofafuckingbitch!!
I took 25 deliveries tonight, made $10.00 in tips, and paid $15.50 for gas. AAAAHHHHHHH!!

My car is dying. It has almost 200,000 miles on it and the cvc joints are going bad. $300.00 Shit. I need an oil change. $50.00. I need to pay my insurance, $80.00.

Little head needs a kitten package. This includes all shots and exams, de-worming and eventual neutering. $85.00

I still have to finish Christmas shopping...$$$$ Cha-ching! $$$$

The dentist. Fuck. Shit, that is gonna cost me $1,164.

We need to find a new roomate...in 15 days. If we can't then that is another $400.00 on our plate.

I think that is it for financial-and I don't even want to touch on emotional.....Connor and I are on the rocks.....nuff said there.

Fuck. I am determined to not let all of this overwhelm me, but I am seriously struggling to keep my head up this month. I am getting the feeling...you know, JADED. Everytime I get my shit squared away, BLAMMO bullshit ensues.

Onto something more lighthearted, I dyed my hair! Yup Yup, RED. Here are some pics.


This is last night, When I bleached my hair. I look nice, But don't be fooled!


See?? I am mean and crazy, rawwr!!


Righty-O. I'm outtie. Take care!