I did my good deeds for the day. One of which I almost regret.
First being that I gave a ride to a girl from Tennessee. She was staying at a motel here and had no clue she was walking down a street where girls get raped and beaten often.
Second was that I declined a 30 dollar tip from some drunken fool when I had a delivery to a bar. Dude.. I know.. He wanted to give me like 50 at first but I just couldnt do it. *Spanks self* I let him give me 6 bucks instead.
I think it is ironic that the day I finally get around to washing my car is the day we get our first rain.
Well I have been in a very thoughtful mood today, I will share some of my ponderings with y-all.
Is my theory that you can only fear what you yourself are capable of doing true?
How many women out there are dating huge geeks? How many of them just smile and nod when their men say things like: "Had a rough day at work today, the mail sieve wasn't working cause we had to turn off the mail reverse dns because too many customers providers can't fucking get their act together... So anyways we had a run a way process on the bayesian filter because some zombie pc's turned spam bots we're sending out huge chunks with spoofed address's ....
Or is that just me dealing with the "I love you but wtf are you talking about syndrome".
If your brain stays active for months after you die what happens if you get cremated? If the brain is active (still firing neurons) are you semi aware of what is taking place around you or is it just a dream? If it is a dream it would be your only reality-I belive subjective reality is the only true reality.You know when you are dreaming for what you percive is hours it may only be a few seconds, so if you had months of subjective dreaming or reality would that be further percieved as an afterlife in eternity? Based on these said thoughts I have decided NOT to be creamated.
Do I believe in the Butterfly Effect? (NOT the movie, the philosophy)
That is all for now, I have much more but I see that this is a novel so I will stop boring everyone! As you were.
Have a good one-
First being that I gave a ride to a girl from Tennessee. She was staying at a motel here and had no clue she was walking down a street where girls get raped and beaten often.
Second was that I declined a 30 dollar tip from some drunken fool when I had a delivery to a bar. Dude.. I know.. He wanted to give me like 50 at first but I just couldnt do it. *Spanks self* I let him give me 6 bucks instead.
I think it is ironic that the day I finally get around to washing my car is the day we get our first rain.
Well I have been in a very thoughtful mood today, I will share some of my ponderings with y-all.
Is my theory that you can only fear what you yourself are capable of doing true?
How many women out there are dating huge geeks? How many of them just smile and nod when their men say things like: "Had a rough day at work today, the mail sieve wasn't working cause we had to turn off the mail reverse dns because too many customers providers can't fucking get their act together... So anyways we had a run a way process on the bayesian filter because some zombie pc's turned spam bots we're sending out huge chunks with spoofed address's ....
Or is that just me dealing with the "I love you but wtf are you talking about syndrome".
If your brain stays active for months after you die what happens if you get cremated? If the brain is active (still firing neurons) are you semi aware of what is taking place around you or is it just a dream? If it is a dream it would be your only reality-I belive subjective reality is the only true reality.You know when you are dreaming for what you percive is hours it may only be a few seconds, so if you had months of subjective dreaming or reality would that be further percieved as an afterlife in eternity? Based on these said thoughts I have decided NOT to be creamated.
Do I believe in the Butterfly Effect? (NOT the movie, the philosophy)
That is all for now, I have much more but I see that this is a novel so I will stop boring everyone! As you were.
Have a good one-
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Surely one would fear what one is not capable of as well. Say if you had to climb a cliff to escape a rising tide but your legs, arms, pelvis and back were broken. You couldn't climb the cliff since you are not capable to escape hence you'd be scared... although your mind would probably be focused on the rising tide becasue you're about to drown so th efear of not being able to climb would be overridden by the fear of impending death which you're wholly capable of, surely.
Surely?
Nuts, now I'm hugely confused.
take care